when Mrs Rozman writes...

5 weeks vs 9 months - first entry

2010-09-02T04:06:00.000-07:00

Yes...

I'm 5 weeks pregnant

Alhamdulilah..

Many may not aware that I suffer from hypertension, thus I'm on medication. Not 1, but 3 types. The specialist(s) that I'm seeing every 3 months couldn't figure out the causes of my hypertension. After like 5 yrs of appointments, they finally concluded that I'm one of those ppl who are suffering from White Coat Hypertension. For more info, check out this website. http://http://www.blood-pressure-monitoring.org/white-coat-hypertension.htm

So, I've decided to use this blog as one fo ways for me to share my thoughts, feelings thru out my pregnancy. I wanna let others know that this is not something that I asked nor cherish. I also wanna let other pregnant mommies not to be scared of being diagnosed of hypertension during pregnancy, because I've been thru this stage 3 yrs ago, and will go thru the same thing for the next 8 months. Why 8 months? Because doctors wil not let you carry the baby full term, its too risky.

As for now, my blood pressure reading, yesterday was satisfying = 120/80. I think its something got to do with the wonders of Ramadhan. I really feel at ease. Alhamdullilah

I shall pen down whatever thing that will happen during my antenatal app. I think I would like to call this project as "5 WEEKS vs 9 MONTHS"

Ramadhan

2010-08-27T22:49:00.000-07:00

Indeed, this Ramadhan has shed some new lights in my life. No more whirpool of emo, heart-breaks or even grudges. I feel at ease most of the time, in fact I managed to go on without having to worry that I couldn't do it. Classes are fully attended, outlines are thoroughly checked, consultation hours are obediently observed. I must confess that this Ramadhan I trully get the feel & spirit of it. But its more than that; Terawih, tadarus & sahur..I managed to do complete all three. Terawih & tadarus berimamkan suami sendiri itu yang paling indah sekali. After so many years of not being able to read Qu'ran with an ust, I finally got it back. Alhamdullilah.. Bukan sekadar tajwid, tetapi lengkap dgn translation sekali. Dulu2, kalau baca mengaji, mesti kena sediakan terjemahaan tapi sekarang, lepas baca Qu'ran, imam saya akan translate utk saya. Ya, saya memang bertuah & tak pernah bermimpi untuk berkongsi hidup dgn seorang ust. Mungkin org lain akan kata, saya menunjuk2, tp itulah hakikatnya. saya bukan sekadar dpt suami, tp saya juga mendapat imam yang akan mengimamkan segala solat wajib & sunat saya, Insyaallah. After 5 years, I finally know all the mysteries behind what have been bestowed upon me by Him.

Saya juga sudah mula mengerti erti zuhud bila suami hanya mahu berbuka dengan beberapa biji buah tamar, kuih-muih serta minuman panas. Selepas itu, kami bersolat Maghrib dan terus bersiap untuk ke surau untuk Isya' & terawih. Setelah 18 hari di bulan Ramadhan, bazar Ramadhan hanya dijengah sebanyak 2 kali sahaja. Itupun sebab kami ataupun saya sendiri ada urusan di Segamat. Tapi seronok sebab betul2 boleh enjoy suasana itu.

Sahur merupakan saat yang mungkin berat bagi sesetengah orang untuk bangun. Tapi, sekali lagi, suami tidak pernah (setakat ini) lagi minta makanan yang berat. cukup sekadar semangkuk kecil oats, 2 keping roti & segelas air panas. What more do I want from this guy?

Indah sungguh Ramadhan tahun ini....!!! ~~

dah 5 tahun..beb !! :-)

2010-05-27T08:02:00.000-07:00

fuh....

nak sampaikan 5 thn ni...aduhai sedih beb...mcm2..mmg betullah, cam drama swasta...kejap2 tersengih2, pastu melalak, dah melalak mata bengkak..hahaha..drama queen esok pg nye...tp, besh sbb kitarog ni ala-ala East meets West..mangsanya..umar jibril..la ni, pandai dah dok kecek kelate klu umar jibril dok sembang2 dgn aku,siap arrrr...aku dok pulun english, tp ok sbb dia buleh doh faham skit2...sampaikan phrase favourite aku pon dia dok pulun gak..."FINE..WHATEVER" hahaha..

kitaorg masa dating dulu2, sedih beb...aku bz separuh sewel sbb buat M.Ed kat UM..jumpa ust rock msa final yr, so, dia selamat sbb x sempat jd punching bag aku klu aku marah giler kat all d profs/associate prof kat UM ..cuma dia sempat jd self-appointed supervisor utk project paper aku..hahaha yg paling aku suka sgt2 biler time kitarog distributed our wedding cards, satu uitm kecoh beb..!!!! diaorg dok assumed that i only dated high class & wealthy ppl there is 1 remark that I would nevr be able to forget...

" u kawin dgn ust rozman ke? u biar betul?"

"ialah..kan nama dia dlm kad tu"

"ish..u ni biar btol..u kan suka org2 yg hensem, kaya.."

aku dah gelak giler, tp maintain sbb xnak kasi malu sama itu org.. "so, ust rozman x hensem lah..x kaya lah.."

giler punye pompuan..ingat aku ni mata RM ke....sengal!!!!

I wanna wrinkle gracefully and beautifully with you, while sipping our favourite white coffee, holding hands, exchanging love words, eatching days go by, listening to keroncong songs

that's my wish & hope...

emo yg sdng roller coaster ni!!!

2010-05-26T10:01:00.000-07:00

hahaha.....
aphal plak aku ber-emo yg beria2 ni? adakah sbb lusa anni aku dgn dia? atau its my "time" every month?
tp, yg pastinya, belek2 pen drive yg putih ni, jumpa tajuk "the use of slang among UiTM students"
wa!!!!! ini sudah baek..
belek2 lg, ghupa2nya dah siap sampai Lit Review...
hoooohoooohoooo....
BESH giler.....nampak gaya, bleh ke S%$@*D PTK next yr...
pastu, aku bleh join org2 yg giler naik pangkat tp kelas x penah pegi, students complain sini-sana & yg pastinya...naik pangkat je, cik abg aku sorang ni dah pesan awal2...."dpt je dm@* nnt, dok diam2, pkai baju cantik, abg tambah collection branded handbags & yg paling penting..kaye2 tau"
huhuhu...cayalah ust rock!!!

Judge @ Judgemental

2010-04-27T10:31:00.000-07:00

What is "judge" to you?

A person to be dreaded of, an evil who doesn't knw rights & wrongs?

Are we fit enuf to judge others..or do we just play it all along just to fit into the society?

Do we judge ppl frm they way they talk, dress, eyes, pronunciation...

its already difficult to get into society nowadays, ite even difficult to stay awake and not being drifted away and away further frm who u are..but sometimes, u just hafta do it coz most of ur so-called "friends" or "buddies" are just some elitists that think so high of themselves

for example...

u've worked so hard just to be where u are now would u look down just for a moment and think abt those unfortunates? have u ever wondered how they juggle wt lives, careers and family? whats more if those unfortunates are not so lucky in a sense that they r not highly educated, not so beautiful or even worse disabled? would u turn around and help them? do they have enuf to eat tonite? are their homes gonna be ok thru'out this stormy nite?

would u become an opportunist by preying at them and suddenly leap onto any gold chances that come across u? why would ppl, esp those who have good careers & $ just lurve to do that...

whats more, if those ppl are pretentious jerks yg berpura2 religious but at the same time condemning others by saying "those who'll be accepted to heaven would be those who rush, or even run to perform prayers at masjid"

bukan itu riak and takbur ke?

Itu yg Nabi larang, tp itu juga org sekarang suka buat...menjadi hakim on Allah's behalf...

I'v taken vows NOT to be judgemental towards others, let alone judgin whats rite or even whats wrong for anyone that I knw or mybe don't knw

mmg betul, dulu aku bukan begini..dulu aku seorang secularist, menganggap semuanya penting, sama level bg buruk atau baik tp itu sebelum aku mengenal & mencintai ISLAM & MUHAMMAD 5 tahun yg lalu aku bukan begini, aku begitu...

I finally learnt when & how to say NO

2010-02-09T00:27:00.000-08:00

It's difficult to say NO, esp when someone who is kinda dear to you ask u to help him/her. Since I've started working, it had been pretty hard for me to displease anyone@ colleague, I guess during that time I was a on contract-basis (ppl say that when u're still on contract-basis, its better if u just follow what ur so-called superiors asked u to do)..well then..I followed that advice for 4 years..2005 marked my social adjustment when my priority has been adjusted to mr hubby and everybody knows that whatever it is, he comes first in my list..be it nite classes, club xtivities or even a simple get-together with my lady friends...he used to complaint that I spent too much time doin' office stuffs (I used to bring back students' work, quizzes..) I went for my Induction Course in 2008, leaving him and our then lil' monster when he has just reached 1 yo..late 2009 I began to think straight and finally I came to my senses....I've have said NO to many things..

"dd, I need u to draft module for this......" - I answered OK
"could u replace ----- for tis event..couldn't make it" - I responded SURE, WHY NOT
"I have decided that u should do this..cz....." - I said MY PLEASURE
"i knw that ur appt for tis post ends tis dec...but i couldn't find any1 else than u..so, could u pls stay for 1 more term?" - I replied AS U WISH..

so...I confidently rejected an offer to b 1 one of CM for 1 of the most important posts in the uni....my reason...

I need to focus on 1 of my goals..2012....2 more yrs to go....

simple as that....

bed-sharing

2010-01-21T07:21:00.000-08:00

...tell me..do we call this fury four-legged creature as "pet" or just ...Alice...

better still..siblings ? ppl must be talking behind or even straight to my face...biasalah..mak2 yg over-damn concern...

SCENE 1

"anak u x allergy cats ke? my son/daugther x bleh sgt2 kena kucing..nnt gatal satu bdn..ari tu pegi playground pon.....(pekakkan telinga)"

"tak pun..biasa je"

SCENE 2

"U better be careful..x psal2 kena asthma nnt budak tu"

"iya ke...sejak dlm confiment lg I mmg dah expose my son dgn Alice..so far, ok je..."

SCENE 3

"I x bleh lah tgk anak2 I main dgn kucing..geli..eeeeeee"

"haha...Alice ni homey cat..we never let her out of the house compound..."

such a damn typical answers..!! If u, urself hate cats or even other fury animals, why must u educate/brainswash ur kiddos that all cats are dirty? they're just kids, so pure, so innocent...let them play/expose themselves to one of thousands gifts Him..

Alice's vet @Dr Puspa from Segamat kept on reminding me not to separate them, even during confinement..it turned up that Alice is such a good help..I remember when Umar was just few weeks old & we decided to bring him back to our home, Alice was so happy that she meow-ed at him many times. I guess she wanted to make sure that Umar would recognise her voice. One day, while I was in the kitchen cooking, Umar slept in the living room. Little that I knew Alice was somewhere near, but I didn't make her to go away instead, I let her linger around him so after he has dozed off, I went to the kitchen and did the coking stuffs..once in a while, I checked on them..she slept by his feet as if she was guarding or shall I say giving me xtra hand to watch him..so swuueett huh..not long after that, I heard Alice meow-ed again and kept lingering at my feet..and I can sense that she tried telling me something...I quickly went to the living hall & I found that Umar has waken up...one damn great sista!!!

So tell me...who's allergy to who?

& thats why we insist him to address her as KAK Alice..other cats@alley cats...as just CAT MEOW...

calendar

2010-01-20T07:40:00.000-08:00

saya suka calendar 2010...(UiTM punye lah..)

I wouldn't miss any meetings anymore, Tuan TPHEA...sbb kecomelan notebok ini sungguh syahdu...black is for elegance..not that Black @ Mas Idayu so-called apprentice..yeee yaks...

sbb ade ni....

aren't they cute? dulu2, b4 lil monster was born..this pix would resemble me & the big guy..the smaller tiger tu of course the wife.. the bigger tiger tu must be the male cz it has to look sturdy & strong...and of course, and real tough guy...

now..its just me & the lil guy...notice the heading...INTERGRITI...

2010

2010-01-15T09:01:00.000-08:00

this year...
the lil' one turns 3
mommy turns 30 + 3
walid turns 40 + 3 + 1
Alice turns 8 - 5

no 3...
hummmm
nice number...
well, so far there's only 3 + 1 in the Rozmans clan...

reenergising

2009-11-11T02:03:00.000-08:00

hibernation..?
could be..
tryin' to fix up everything..?
maybe..
sick & tired of the whole thing?
shouldn't be..
wantin' to vent out anger?
must be..

the big question..
have u found what u've been lookin for?
ANSWER : 'the thing' that I am looking can't be found anywhere..its right inside me..

gibberish thought that is stuck on my mind for quite sometime..i just refused to let it out..but now, what the heck.let it out, gurl!!!

what's this? & who's this? (umar jibril's version)

2009-07-27T21:49:00.000-07:00

he imitates people nowadays, but in his amazing ways..

mommy : what's this, umar ?

TEKTER... (tractor)

mommy : what's this, umar?

ANSWER : ..NANA (BANANA)

mommy : what's this, umar ?

ANSWER : Vroomm, vroom..! (huh)

mommy : what's this, umar ?

ANSWER : cat (correct! clever!!)

mommy : now, let's try another pix who's this?

ANSWER : kakak !!! (duh)

mommy : who's this, umar?

ANSWER : wawa..(its short form of WALID, huhu..blehlah!!)

mommy : what's this, umar ?

ANSWER : mama ...

& sometimes MOMMY turns to MEYMEY...

apa sudah jd anak saya ini?

its here..at last

2009-07-23T21:40:00.000-07:00

akhirnya..

baru td an email was forwarded to us from TPHEA, saying that our semester break has been pushed forward to..NEXT WEEK!!! instead of having it together wt our raya break

+ ve & -ve...

the good part is, yeah we are taking precautionary steps in our efforts to fight the H1N1 thingy

d other side of the story...alamak, momentum nak ngajor dah peak dah...pastu kena cuti plak..emm dont know whether the I could stil mumbling in the classes like this after the so-called semester break

plus..(the worst part, since we're goin back to kelantan for tis year celebration)...they cut short our raya holidays!!! instead of 10 days off, now RUMOURS say that we're given only 2 DAYS for our raya break..

case closed...

of.... Louis Vuitton,Guy Laroche, Braun Buffel, Channel,Coach

2009-07-22T20:54:00.000-07:00

was i somewhere in Alice in Wonderland last nite? or was my brain making funny of my "wants" of things? if these are realities, I wish it stays...DON'T GO!!! (not yet)

my othr half threw me these questions last nite masa dating kat Up Town (thats what these kiddos call this place, don't ask me WHY..) beside Upwell, Segamat

mr rozman : babe, girls nowadays prefer what brand bile beli handbags?
mrs rozman : sorry..(buat2 x dengo..)
mr rozman : klu beli handbag, jenama ape yg org pompuan suka?
mrs rozman : (tryin to sound naive...) depends on our needs (again, tryin to sound NEUTRAL!!)
mr rozman : klu ayang, jenama apa yg ayang suka?
mrs rozman : (thats it..he's buyin me new handy..yeah!yeah! buleh buat raya..) personally, byk sgt
mr rozman : i bought u Guy Laroche few months ago kan...pastu last Jun u bought Liz Clairborne on ur own..
mrs rozman: (quick thinkin'... ni question mau trap saya ka? ) u knw wat..i've been eyeing this ----- & ------ bags, pastu surfed dlm net, butik ade kat klcc..tot of asking kakak (alamak, bocor rahsia aunty DD!!) pegi klcc end of d year..

knw what was his reply...

mr rozman : (grinnin'..sambil puffin' away his cigar) we'll see how la..( read as : if u behave nice, u cook me gud food..)

mrs rozman : (tryin to act cool) ok....

aduhai..somiku sudah pandai tgk branded handbags for ladies like tis ar..i cannot tipu2 him when it comes to purchasing another GL !!!

Thus, i rest my case..*wink*

Ms DD, ada marks for this presentation?

2009-07-22T00:19:00.000-07:00

nak kata b#@^%ng, kecik ati plak..nak marah, seme dah besar.. ish..ish...kids nowadays

actually, I was kinds pissed off (sgt2) yesterday morning, after my BEL 311 (part 3) class we have started assessing students based on their participation in class, assignments & attendance (which is good, sbb they really have to do all those stuffs, otherwise, final grades dive down into the drain lah jawabnye) they were assigned (pairs) to do I-net research (so the itsy bitsy research) abt food & culture all over the world, and yesterday was the presentation day some groups really worked hard, by providing facts, mind-mapping 1 group even did impromptu sketch ( they uncovered facts & culture abt cakes)

in the middle of the presentation , a girl asked me

girl : Ms, do we get marks for today's presentation? ( with a very s@#^*d look on her face)

guess..what was my answer...

Ms DD : well, if u wish x to do the presentation, I'm afraid that I'm not in the position in awarding u the marks for this presentation

girl : ohh..ok Ms..just asking (!?!?)

peeps, if u happen to be one of my students reading tis entry, when I say PRESENTATION, it means MARKS for ur participation in the class so, please do as I told yer..

nway, njoy these picts (among the most outstanding presentations)

Shumbadak goreng

2009-07-15T02:06:00.000-07:00

hehehe...

its actually Cempedak Goreng, the above is my othr half's version of saying CEMPEDAK he said, its how the Arabs say it

anyway, the othr half bought cempedak frm pasar mlm somehwere on the way to Segamat yesterday & its 1 of his favs..shumbadak goreng

How I wish that I have miracle fingers to scoop flour frm the plastic coz everytime I try to have d rite cocktail, I fail to do so! its either too hard or too soft never the rite mixture!

so, in my effort not to waste any mixture, I mixed flour, corn flour, rice flour, pinch of salt & air kapur in a big bowl and just dipped few pieces of raw shumbadak!! hahaah

the first trial came out=a bit soft, thus resulted as an oily shumbadak goreng

2nd trial=PERFECT!!!

hahaha

my othr half claimed..the best shumbadak goreng he ever tasted!! kelakau hingga ke tekak!!!

Thus, I am smiling till tis moment!!!

A colleague of mine

2009-07-13T21:03:00.000-07:00

yup..tis entry is about tis colleague of mine how many colleague do i have? many, (that includes the othr half) another question, out of "that many", how many of them are ur besties? answer, not many! ok...out of "not that many", could it be 5 - 8 besties undr 1 roof? ...the answer is..my othr half is my only BESTIE in the office!!! hahah yup, i dont share little, dirty secrets with colleagues, not even rumours (huh?) yup, even b4 i got married, i hav never had bestie undr 1 roof do label me as narcissist, but thats just me i dont trust peeps that easily so when i became mrs rozman, i became his bestie and he became mine..its so simple

anyway, "this colleague of mine" has been teaching for quite sometime (tis is my 9th year here, so plz imagine how long has that person been here!!) in a way, that person is a senior lecturer here & we used to be "able" to say hi, gossiping (that person is darn gud gossiper! though i dont listen to the gossips, but when peeps talk, u just hafta listen)

anyway, few weeks ago i missed 1 of the programmes organized by the dept (i couldnt find ANYONE to babysit the lil' monster) i did reason out with that person since that person is in the committee i was hoping that she could (at least) try to understand my situation ( i just x understand that that person was so mad, but that person is not d boss!)

few weeks later...

today....

i met that person tis morning, & to my surprise...u knw what...that person ignored me!! i was standing rite in front, & that person ignored me!! huh! can u imagine that..i felt sad at first, but the more i dwell on tis matter, i feel relieved actually!! hhehehe tis means that i x hav to listen to rumours/gossips that that person has all the time, i x hav to pretend to be nice in front of that person, best of all, that person is x even my bestie (READ AS..i can desert that person at any time!!)

nway, i'v heard stories abt that person, & nw i knw that those stories r true i've got nothing to lose!! in fact, that person should be sorry, since i'v decided to walk away frm the clan..

hahaah

Back on feet...again

2009-07-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

how long did it take me to come back to my senses again? darn long, till i actually 4got how to sign in to my own blog (i think its more on my bio clock sending signals that i may soon be needin my own PA!!) anyway, i'm spendin tis nite alone (huh?), the lil' guy is at his wonderland, while the big boss is on his way back from shah alam..dont ask why or what (its hard enuf to teach, he even has to travel every early semester)

what xactly had happened to me? again, no question ask, no answer given all i could say is i'm back on my feet again, and will try to maintain the track so that no one will ever pull me aside..

lets dwell on something else..

i've been reading, and really reading some serious stuffs even my othr half wouldn't dare to say anything abt stuffs that i've been reading in fact, he even once helped to download a movie from the net but..i still haven't got any chance to sit facing the box for 2 hrs and 30 mins

i must admit that my reading style has now changed i used to read English stuffs (John Grisham, Danielle Steele) but the more i went on reading theirs, i more i became dissatisfied something is missing i did read harry potter's series..they are good, so good that i promised myself that i'm gonna drag the othr half to watch harry potter & the half-blood prince later..... i think i became aware of this emptiness when i was teaching my tesl students in their first semester one of the subscribed texts that they had to read is village by the sea by anita desai

they hesitated at first, since it was their first experience reading stuff (its heavy for them, they do not have english/lit background) we started bad, really bad that i had to read to them, explain line by line to them but i don't mind, after all its my job! it took them such a long time to really understand the characters ; lila & hari but they conquered their fears and finally they understood that life is hard, and u got to have trusts to people that u luv

i finished the saffron kitchen by yasmin crowther few days ago & what's special abt the saffron kitchen? simple, it has all the Asian elements that i've been searching for all this while in those novels i found unique elements of Iran & England, & how people are connected to each othr but i guess i am more attracted to the islamic touch eg, chador (shawl), kebab (yummy!), maman (mummy)

as for the plot, i'll leave it to u peep u decide these days, i'm fine with novels that have bits & pieces abt Asian

Flyin' low..

2009-03-10T01:37:00.000-07:00

all of the sudden, I feel like flyin' low , so low that I could feel the earth vibrates so low that I could hear insects and birds singin' on top of their lungs so low that I almost stumble upon the unwanted people and crisis and issues that I never want to encounter, especially after a series of wonderful makan2 in Penang

In other words, yes...I am DEMOTIVATED today so demotivated that I fail to smile for the boys at home since this morning, I've been searchin' for answers as to why am I so demotivated and I think I finally found the answer....I left my lil' monster for three days and now I must suffer the consequences !!!

hahaha

at times, people are allowed to cry, to feel like banging things to the wall, to scrream as much & as loud as they want (or can?) or better still, to scold & yell to those who cause this..but in case, I don't want to blame people, let alone things I take the blame solely on my shoulders as I knw that everyone of us should be able to carry the faults & wrongdoings and I am thankful that thru out this process, I still can think of Him and pray that this mundane feelings will soon be gone once I got back home coz I can't bear the fact to see the lil' monster to play & run alone (can't miss all the fun!!) as I look back now (my watch shows that I have another 15 mins left b4 5pm), I guess one of the thinniest demotivating factors is when I have people walking in my office, promoting something and later forcing me to join her downline (MLM) the truth is, I detest the idea of this kind of business since I have to be on the move in order to keep my points (PV) above the line & if I don't, the big people (the top people) will take the PV, leaving me with nothing and when that happens, I call that as "too much" and in fact, this is against the business ethics in Islam (pardon me for my ignorant, but this is what told my the other half of me just now)

So...I found my answer...

I just can't deal with people who do business and at the same time forcing me to join her downline..

GET OUT!!!!!

Penang...

2009-03-04T07:11:00.000-08:00

the day has come finally...

after few niteless nites, buckets of sweat, day dreaming days..we finally arrived Penang at 5.15 pm just now nasib baik the hotel is situated b4 the Penang Bridge (i got this syndrome of body chill & forehead sweat whenever I have to go thru places wt water & that includes vacationing by the beaches!!) anyway, the hotel that we r staying is only 4 mins drive from the conference hotel @ Hotel Sunway...we took off from Jementah at around 10.30 am, after few attempts of leaving and kissing and hugging the lil' fellow.. huhu seriously I have no idea how are we going to survive this 48 hrs ++ without him by our side..i spent almost half of d nite staring at d lil'guy..and praying that I will not shed any tears there...so far, ok je..but this bed is sooo sooo big @ standard king size..and there is a space in between us..knw what, we put all our bags, the bulky camera plus this lappy just to fill in the empty space hehehe

the journey was ok, to my surprise i didn' sleep at all ! the other half of me snoozed few times..I guess the adrenaline to present our first paper kept me awake thru out the journey! we made few stops, with Tapah R&R was our lunch stop over..

so, just now after sholat, the 2 of us headed for the ever-famous nasi kandar...tp kat sini je lah..

In front of the Nasi Kandar restaurant, while waiting for the car ..and I found tis across the road...

wow...24 hr club..never tot I found tis in Penang mainland...hehe suddenly this evil tot crawled into my mind..hehe I mean, why not..u see, 2mrw is the day, the day that i'll get butterfly in tummy..so, why not 2nite I fully enjoy myself here? music all nite long..deiiii taggechi..! kasi balik tido lah!!! ahaha

our 1st encounter wt nasi kandar just now..burp! so skrng, bleh tido dgn lenanya!! tp....itu budak kecik di jementah...!!!

NAK BALIK!!!!

No Wonder... @RM65,000

2009-03-01T19:08:00.000-08:00

hemmmm...

no wonder...I've been wondering this for sometime now, is it me who is getting poorer or people are getting richer ? I mean, yeah I could be poorer since there are bills to pay, nappy to get, cow products to get for the lil' one plus I don't entertain such ideas of doin' business just to get some millionaire side income..( what else could u possibly want..? good job, good life & good pay here..) I knw 1 person here, he has been on this business for quite sometime & now he is enjoying every bit of his tough effort by driving a posh car ..but, its his choice as 4 me, I am soooo comfortable wt his 2004 Gen 2 and my 1995 Big Foot @ Big Momma

tp, lately, I see lotta Hondas & Vioses at the campus, and all of them are young drivers plus I saw 1 Swift..cantik woooo

then, I think to myself, am I getting less every month..nope..but then, how on earth do they afford to buy such cars??

the answer is ....

NO..I AM not getting less every month..instead, the govt car loan has been increased from RM55,000 to RM65,000 now...

.......patutlah.......

my lil' one...

2009-02-26T22:02:00.000-08:00

today..
a month from today...
two years ago....
in 2007...
10 hrs...
37 mins...
from now...
a month from now...
in 2007...

this premmy lil' guy was born...

my ever-precious love...

p/s : sob..sob tetiba melancholic plak..

wa..wa....

Diet Dinner

2009-02-17T16:39:00.000-08:00

these days, I feel lethargic most of the times what do you expect, classes are tiresome, with all the lectures, consultation, clerical work....sometimes, I do feel like leavin' all these, fly to somewhere..I mean, to complete the next level of education havin' a PhD ( a real one..!) but, come to think of it, I am still young & kickin'... so, if I were to start @ embark my journey to have a PhD, I am really gonna miss all the fun..so, probably in abt 3 yrs to come...itupun if I still have the 'spark' ..!!!

anyway, the other half of me decided to throw me a 'surprise' dinner last nite (sbb he declared that Tuesday nite, mommy x pyah msk...@ sbb DEsperate Housewives Season 5 dah start !!)) hehehe so, he prepared us these :

yum..yum..no rice at all!! I succeeded in persuading him not to have rice last nite its totally high-protein meals last nite!!!

this is his special 'n' secret recipe..steamed fish yg turned out to be grilled fish (x muat masuk steamer!!) hahaha!! tp all the garnishing 'n' marinating, the lady of the house yg prepared :)

hohoh..this is another masterpiece from the other half of me..which happens to be his all-time fav @ grilled squid mmg sedap mkn dgn sambal kicap...how lucky I am to be married to him !! :)

sup sayur hasil titik peluh somi tercinta ~!!!!!

....And how I wish that its TUESDAY everday !! so, I can enjoy these great dishes...yumyum...!

mommy..nak go to school

2009-02-12T07:27:00.000-08:00

the lil' prince is sleeping soundlessly beside me..BTW, i'm on the bed (1st time bloggin' dlm bilik...most of time i do it while watchin' the idiot box) coz we have a "bedroom" rule @ no any kind of electrical devices on the bed except phones...nasib baik hubs kat luar bz-ing himself watchin' his fav Thursday show...
anyway, these pix are just my imaginations of how umar would grow up, put on his backpack and straight goes to school..sometimes i do wonder how kids could grow up so fast...

u guys notice his nose? sebijik cam walid..this is u get if while u're preggy, ur hubbs suka kembang hidung!!!! notice the big car behind him? thats the car that walid bought in muar...we went to dataran muar somewhere end of last yr, & there were people rentin' out this machines & knwing that his son is so crazy abt anyhing that moves, he let our lil' guy took a ride..tau2 je ini budak kecik x mau turun..ahaha ODW back to jementah, we saw this up-to-date toys shop, we hopped by and...waaallllaaaaa! walid bought him this !!

this lil' guy is doing his best in helping mommy to fold all his clothes...he still has his clothes rack in our bedroom, since its still too early for us to have separate bedrooms...klu buat gak, ade mlm2 mommy crawls back into his room!!!

my sun..my happiness, my rain drops, my milo ice ( he just discovered the wonders of this drink!! so now, we got to order another drink for him!!)

finally...

2009-02-09T20:16:00.000-08:00

hehe...finally..I am now able to answer all the "tags" thrown at me...but first, as an honour to my beloved sis, these go for u, babe!!!!

1) why do you like this picture?

its the day I became Mrs Rozman, its the day where I became his..its the day I can see him n*#^#d ! hahaha!!!!

2) when was the last time you eat pizza?

last yr, since I am not a big fan of Pizza coz everytime we went to PH for meals, I ended up eating other side dishes..so my other half said, no more pizza after this!!!

3) The last song you listen to?

Gotta Somebody (Btul ka?) by Nickelback..they ROCK!!!!

4) What are you doing rite now beside doing this

I am cookin' chicken soup for the lil' prince & waitin' for my other half to come back wt my lunch!!!

5)What name do you prefer besides yours

any names that he uses when he calls me :)

6) People to tag

Deanna
Wanie Besh
Jihani
Nurzeatul
Cik Pau

7) Who is No 1?

my buddy who grew up wt me since we were thrown to PPP/ITM Sect 17..hehe u still rock!!! 8)

8) who is no 3?

hooo...this is one of "ting-tong" nieces, but she's working now...hopefully, her ting-tong ness will reduce ( a bit!!!)

9) say something abt no 5

my long lost friend from SSI,JB that i found thru FB i can't believe that she's a married woman wt 2 kids now!! haha!

10) How about no 4?

nick name's mak beso..we bacame close in may 08, after bein' "forced" to spend the whole 16 days 2gether at Pusat Latihan UiTM, Kpg Gajah, Perak...she's a gucci mama!!!!! phweitttt!!!

11) Who is no. 2?

Teacher Wanie, she has charm coz every tiny tots in the family will always be "glued" to her & I wish her all the best in her teaching world (once u start teaching!!)

ok..people...sila luangkn masa anda utk buat tagging ini!!!!!

kalut...

2009-02-09T08:34:00.000-08:00

muka budak yg x penah tgk traffic jam!!! hahaha!

this is one of the thousand reasons why I just "hate" of stayin' in big cities..& I must say that I really, salute & look high on people who can drive their cars patiently while listening to musics, and when their phones ring, they could easily answer & have a good laugh..klu aku, sure naya kereta kat depan..!

all of these pix were snapped masa ODW nak balik SA, last Friday...nasib baik lil' monster had a good nap, klu tak, dgn aku skali ngamuk dlm keter..hehehetak psal2 abg aji kena bwk gi shopping lagi sekali..wink!!!

traffic jam yang so unavoidable di Batu 3, SA

just to let u guys knw, we don't have this in Segamat or Jementah...

muka 2 beranak yg mmg suka posing all the time, though its a traffic jam all the way to SA!!

sometimes I wonder how KL-rians drive...

ini kelisa blum jumpa BIG MOMMA, coz once she sees Biggie, sure kalut lari punye!!!

muka driver yg tgh control "suka" sbb got stuck in the traffic jam..hehe...well babe, once in a while ....

after the...

2009-01-31T08:33:00.000-08:00

we had such a jolly time at my hometown, JB since we decided to take a 3-days off and that meant that we actually took a 1-week off! best giler..since this is the longest balik kampung trip after we got married in 2005 I must admit that it an awesome idea to be able to go back and be with ur loved ones 4 the whole of 1-week, but to be able to go back was a tedious task, with the two of had class 'til 2 pm on that sunday..with the new babysitter and her 'out-of-her-mind' request (my head was like spitting out when I think abt this, looks like I would have to send lil' guy to the campus nursery soon..very2 soon!) nway, I won't be writin' abt her this time (menyakitkan hati...), but I'm gonna write & mumble abt my new...
1) handbag & purse

tho' these were not bought oversea, but who cares ...as long as he's gonna be d1 to pay !!

my latest purse with a string, and the best part is, I don't have to carry a card holder anymore ...but it would mean that this purse gonna be so bulky...!

the brand that I am crazy..and I'm pretty sure that this comes frm Paris!

it's a bit different from other bags, since it has a zig-zag string..plus it's in a form of square (but it doesn't mean that I have to square too!!!)

we bought these at The Zon, JB on my request, since I have been buggin' him wt 'all my bags dah worn out, malu lah..' thing..heheh jahat sungguh saya ini..I was expecting bigger and more fantabulous brands down there..but what was I thinking..the truth is, I just hate the idea of driving up to Sogo, KLCC or even Mid Valley just to get a handbag, so I told him, whatever catches my eyes there, we just buy...so, I spotted few bags yg agak ok..while he sat down at one corner..I told him..this is strictly lady's affair, once I found what am I looking for, I'm gonna call you..' hehe bestnye jamu mata I got help from the saleslady in choosing the so-called nice bag with a feminine touch..the affair took around 45 mins..the best part was when he was at the counter, tetiba je that lady whispered to us HAPPY WEDDING !!! duh! mesti dia ingat aku shopping nak buat hantaran..kah!kah! mcm nak mati aku gelak pastu, tp ok gak sbb that reminds me I still look young!!!!

2) new walking shoes

I must admit that I am a so in lurve wt walking shoes aka snikers nowadays..so, he got me this @ reebok

It does look nice on my feet, tho' it was designed for men..

mcm kedai kasut plak..actually the day we went to JJ Tmn Uni, JB Al Ikhsan Storewas having a mad sale @ clearance sale up to 70%, so we grabbed lil' guy's shoes..giler dari harga RM 109, went down to RM39 je.

those two pairs in the middle were bought at Al Ikhsan Store, while the most left & right were bought at Jusco, Tmn Uni, JB

3) new camera

Canon EOS 450D..our new baby..

well..he promised me that he would try his best shot to capture the very best pix of the 3 of us..!
It does look heavy..but once u're used to it...its like normal camera

check out my profile pix in FB, the shot was taken by me ( an amateur!!!)

and lastly..its every woman's wish to have this.. (well, not all..especially mom..coz she doesn't get the idea of why am I so head over hills wt this..

4) tie of love

he got me this after 4 yrs of bein' mrs rozman..!! knowin' that I hate the idea of wearin' a steroetype yellowish jewellery, so he got me a white gold, with a Japan black pearl...muah!muah! adek waso kaseh kat abe..sokmo!!!

still got lotta other stuffs that we bought in JB..but gonna save it for the next entry..so for now, allow me to have the nicest dream with these stuffs...

:) :) :)

Borderless World

2009-01-18T07:40:00.000-08:00

THIS ENTRY IS WRITTEN FROM THE PERSPECTIVE OF A FOUR-LEGGED CREATURE

Hello, my name is Alice, but mommy always calls me 'kakak' (since I got my so-called 'brother'!) but, its ok, I kinda like, I mean it gives me the power to 'scold' my bro sometimes, I don't scold him, but I merely havin' fun with him coz he likes to grab my bushy tail..I think he kinda envy of my look ( adik, we ARE PRETYY & HANDSOME in our own way!!!)

During my free time, I lurv to spend time in front my mommy's fish tank, and talk to Oscar ( u don't want to meet Oscar, he is so, so, so arrogant & he thinks he the reincarnation of John Lennon..duh!) but, still, I like talking to him since he eases my inner girlish feelings (mommy has spayed me, she said that she couldn't bear to see me with my offsprings! ) other times, I like to linger around at the compound, licking my bushy furs, staring blankly at the skies, waiting for my prince to come and rescue me!! hehe

My prince?! trust me, u don't wannna knw where he is...that's why last nite I quietly stole mommy's lappy (she uses her lappy to chck her FB & update her blog...as if I don't knw her xtivity!! I've been tryin' to tell walid 'bout tis, but walid always pretends as if nothing happened!!)

Oh my beloved prince, where are you? plz rescue me from this madness!!!

tis is me, when mommy caught me surfing the net usin' her lappy..sorry mommy..! u should have got me one too..!!:)

I tot mommy gonna gimme a piece of advice, it turned out that she was sleep walking!! phew!

Football vs Tennis

2009-01-15T07:09:00.000-08:00

which do u prefer..football or tennis?

or..none of the above ? (sah...ulat buku korang ni!!!) & why am i asking u this..?

the other half of me injured his knee cap while playin' football yesterday evening, the truth is he was on his way to the tennis court, when suddenly the urge to hang around wt the campus "star" players (wuah!wuah!wuah!) attacked his adrenaline, so he went to "check out" the air..well, according to a very realiable source, he managed to play for abt only 5 mins, when suddenly he heard the "praakk" sound coming from his own knee & for a brief second, he felt numb...
he drove himself back home yesterday...and somebody rode his bike back...

frankly speaking, i x really like it whenever he says that he wanna play football..u see, if we were to compare the width of the tennis court and football field,of course the latter is bigger & when its bigger, u gotta run a lot, use a lotta energy but if u were to play tennis, u x have to run that much, and if u are too tired, u could just wait for the ball to come to you..

so..here i am..mending things alone at home..

hemmmm...its x even a month after 2009, i am already "tired"...

Mangkuk Tingkat Day

2009-01-13T21:18:00.001-08:00

With the power bestowed (sapa le plak yg bg power kat aku ni!?) to me, I now declare today is the "mangkuk tingkat" Day! yeah!

haha..yg sebenarnye..the other half of me has a 6-hr class, from 8-4pm every Wednesday and knowing that he despises the fact that we drive our for lunch, he suggested (or wz it me who voluteered?! xpe, dpt pahala beb..kan one of the resolutions for 2009 is TO GAIN AS MANY PAHALA AS I CAN!! hahaha) that i bring lunch from home... what a brilliant idea! (i told myself!)

betulle..we could save many things by doing tis..of course the $, the time, the effort and mostly the tot of rushing back to the office as early as possible sbb nak berebut parking space!! hahah betul..u see, the campus students are now dare to park their cars wherever they wish , even at the spaces that are not designed for them! duh! geram?! not really, sbb its not my job to watch where they park their cars, as long as I get my exact space everyday (ni kes giler parking...)

so, to start off...i packed 3 dishes (all were cooked late last nite..) , only the rice was cooked tis morning..someone asked me last yr (this routine started last yr) " ade masa ke nak msk seme2 lauk?"

my answer was : la..bangunle awal skit, sholat, pastu masak le (masa ni mmg buat muka bangga giler!!)

that person asked again : untungnye ust, dpt istri yg rajin

my answer was : sendiri mau ingat le (tp dlm hati kecik ku ini saje!!)

the first tier contains the vege (kangkung), second tier for sambal sotong kering and the last tier for the rice ( sorry, i could x show the interior, for they have been "emptied"!)

our last piece of limau mandarin (mmg sedap giler, its finger lickin' gud!)

lastly, a cuppa of nescafe for digestion (theory ni saya buat sendiri, sbbnye tak mau terlelap dlm kelas!!)

finally, a satisfied curry goddness!!!

Monday Deeds

2009-01-12T06:23:00.000-08:00

I had 2 classes 2day, one in the morning, another in the evening both my part 2 students we had a revision 2day, to be exact a WRITING revision but I did something different 2day instead of greeting them, I had personally asked them to recite Al Fatihah for our brothers and sisters in Gaza City they were surprised, but they did recite whole heartedly

I made the effort to introduce them a new phrase 2day : ETHNIC CLEANSING

well, at least they got to knw that we could turn an adj to a verb

Am I proud of myself 2day? U bet I do!!!! Should I do tis more often ? Of course, I'll do (it'll do u no harm in reciting Al Fatihah)

so people, start reciting Al Fatihah with the hope that our brothers & sisters in Gaza City will gain the strength and courage in facing the brutal, humanless & heartless bombs

Al Fatihah

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful

Praise be to Allah

the Cherisher and Sustainer of the Worlds

Most Gracious, Most Merciful

Master of the Day of Judgement

You do we worship, and Your aid we seek

Show us the straight way

The way of those on whom You have bestowed Your Grace

those whose (portion) is not wrath, and who go not astray

The Story of Mommy's Wardrobe

2009-01-09T00:36:00.000-08:00

I complained to him abt my wardrobe yesterday morning, while we were havin' brkfast

mommy : walid, mommy rasa nak tukar wardrobe lah, mommy dah boring sgt2 ni asyik the same baju kurung for the whole of last yr ( i suddenly noticed this the nite b4, while cracking my head on alamak-its-thursday-so-must-wear-batik thingy)

walid : emmm, nak tukar seme2? baju raya aritu pon walid rasa mommy baru pkai 2,3 times je last yr... (he wz grinning..x knw which part that really amused him!?!)

mommy : not really..but most of them (errr..ruginye tak ckp seme2 nak baru, including the cabinet?! bijak sungguh!)

walid : we'll see abt that, in the mean time, why don't u put away all the baju that 'u hate' to see? bile kosong skit, its easier for us to go on a mission on finding new baju kurung ? (alamak, why must he say all the baju that i hate to see?! nw, the guilt is really on my side!?! :( )

mommy : but walid, on the 2nd tot, i x think its a gud idea..(plz imagine the puss in boots from shrek..)

walid: r u sure?!?

mommy : hummmm..

Friday Jan 1, 2009

2009-01-04T00:14:00.000-08:00

when everyone is wishing u happy new year, u're supposed to be happy to embrace the coming of beginning of new year and wt all the gud wishes, u're ready to take up all the challenges that may come in ur way in conquering the world but that didnt happen to the three of us that day instead, i spent the eve of the last day of 2008 in tears

15 nov 08

my gp confirmed me that i was preggy, 5 wks actually we were so jubilant that umar will finally get his lil bro/sis

31 dec 08

i had a terrible tummy pain, followed by some blood and i didnt feel gud abt it yet, i kept it quiet prayin' that 2morrow it'll be ok

1 jan 09

the same gp finally broke the news to us, i was at the verge of threaten abortion n the scan ws done twice since he wanted to be sure abt it.. finally, he referred us the the specialist, Dr Chandra i wz already in tears in the car when he suddenly said to " kita redha atas segala yg berlaku, mungkin bukan rezeki kita" his voice was shaky, but i knew that he wanted to be strong for us.. when we arrived at the clinic, Dr Chandra was away, n the nurses told us to come again after 2pm, he took me for lunch, knowin' that i needed sometimes to clear my mind, and we didnt talk abt the baby that we may lost, instead we talked abt buyin' new laser printer for my office, paintin' the office walls in pastel blue

we arrived back at the clinic around 2.30pm, and we were straight called to see him. Dr Chandra was a very good O&G, in fact he distracted my mind by talking abt food (he knew my condition of havin HBP at a very tender age) when he scanned my tummy, he looked straight into my eyes, and asked me to be patient, even from the look from his eyes i already knew the answer n i quickly searched for my hubby's face asking for re-assurance that the answer that Dr Chandra will give be all lies that " ur baby has died, & we've got to take it out ASAP" & "ur baby is so small, in fact its development is so slow that if we were to compare wt a normal 3 mnth fetus, urs more likely that it was only few weeks" Ya Allah, berat sungguh ujian yg Kau berikan! we discussed abt for abt 1/2 hr, wt him tellin me that it is not ur fault that this thing happened, its a natural way for the body to eliminate things n he set up the appt for me, the next morning at 8 am telling me again to have a gud nite sleep and to fast for at least 8 hrs

back at home, i was totally in tears everytime i look at umar, i just cant stop crying that nite, we talked from heart to heart but the only thing that gave me strength when he said " anak dunia kita dah ada, anak akhirat pun kita dah ada nnt di akhirat, adik (the pet name that we gave to our late baby) akan tunggu kita, & insyaAllah, adik akan tarik kita ke syurga" I cried, n cried till i couldnt cry anymore that nite, he wrapped me in his arms, petting & kissing my head til i felt asleep...

part of me has gone for gud

2 jan, 09

it was friday and people always say that those who die on friday, will straight go to heaven probably same goes to adik (insyaAllah) the process was not that long , the agony of waiting, the tots that part of me has gone...

it was supposed to be a 5-mins process, but mine was a bit long since it was stucked & in pieces once it was over, Dr Chandra showed me the piece that got stucked & it was covered wt flesh n probably my eyes were playing tricks on me, i saw a whittish baby bone covered wt flesh

there u go..my story for 2009 as for now, i am resting at home wt alice by my side while my hubby will start going to office this monday, tryin' to explain things to our beloved colleagues (since i dare not do so) thank u to those who called (angah & nurzea) and thank u also for sharing some experiences, all the word of strength...

when the rozmans went for a vacation-part 1

2008-12-16T06:59:00.000-08:00

how many days before 2008 becomes 2009? hehe..x sabar sungguh nak masuk new yr, coz i still have another 15 days of annual leave surprised? tell me 'bt that..tot of using & spending it this yr, but come to think of it..neay...better keep it for some othr good reasons..(p/s: angah..if u were to read this entry, u knw what i mean!) as most of u guys knw, we went for a long, really, really long holiday this time with going back to shah alam, & spent a nite there (with some shopping kat JJ bukit raja..hehe & met yayang-the ever dearest niece) & the next day sped off to Cameron highlands ( read my confession: I'VE NEVER BEEN TO THAT PLACE thru'out my life!!) felt in love with the strawberry tea & scone ( we were really mat-sallehs wanna be!) the next day went thru a long-but-interested-yet-adventurous journey back to kelantan ...ODW back to our nest, we stopped at Ipoh and spent a nite at Syuen Hotel & the lil' one had a tremendously good time with his long-lost bro @ iskandar aiman this didn't stop here, we made another quick stop at Alor Gajah to pay his uncle a visit, had dinner there and finally the purple machine drove us back to jementah..phuuiihhh! this is not the best part, the best part is..both mommy & lil' one were down with flu & slight fever, leaving all the bags, dirty laundry with him! Ya Allah, kesian sungguh..kami trus tido bila sampai umah at around 11 pm, & i had no idea what time the big boy slept! i only felt ok a bit yesterday (we went back on friday nite) so today, went back to the office (hanya utk chck mails & brought back all the office work hehe) balik umah utk lipat baju yg mmg dah setambun & sampai dah tak nampak hubby sendri! as i am posting this entry, my two boys r sound asleep, especially the lil' one cz dia x tido ptg td ( starting today, we got him a new babysitter, the recent one had to care for her teribbly sick FIL) my big boy? lost in his endless dreams of his V500 (Vulcan 500) for this entry, lemme cherish u wt pix frm Cameron Highlands

kat Cameron ni bleh peluk2, sbb sejuk giler..! but the place d*#@ lovely! i just luz the air & the night market..
the ever-so-famous choco strawberry (its nothing, actually, & i wonder why that-you-knw-who celeb is so over the hills wt this b4 she got married..emmm)

Breakfast at Tiffany's

2008-11-30T08:30:00.000-08:00

i'm pretty sure that upon readin' the title, one must have gotten the idea that the three of us went for an xtravaganza brkfast at some elegant restaurant..presentin'...umar and his fascination wt straws..haha

he wz a bit reluctant to go, but after seeing his son guling2 boring saturday morning tu, walid pon said.."ok..off we go to MCD!!!" yeah! so, he had this, brkfast set no 5..mmg sedap pon..

i had this..jaga bdn? not really, but the fact that 1/2 of mommy's portion has to go to the lil' monster, so i got to have something that will not depress his cute tummy

and of course, both of us r coffee maniac, so these r ours..
while this is his...
umar latest & newest buddy!! (which i x knw how long its gonna last!)

lurve, sacrifices

2008-11-18T18:38:00.000-08:00

salam...
i'm back..after almost 3 weeks leavin' the bloggin' xtivity behind..anyway..i just finished reading a malay storybook, by faisal tehrani "tunggu teduh dulu"..x worry, i'm not gonna write the synopsis of this book, rather its more on "what i think of this book"..
anyway, a colleague of mine once asked me, is it tru that this novel is much better than ayat2 cinta?..emmm. its difficult u see..if i were to say that faisal's piece is better than the other, one might say that i x give a chance to foreign writers to show their talents, on the other hand, if i were to say that ayat2 cinta is better than faisal's, then i might be labelled as not posssessing a sense of belongingness..emmm..what say u?
lemme start wt ayat2 cinta, in which the 1st romantic novel that he bought 4 me (wink!)..upon finishing the story, my soul cried for more novels wt similar plot..my heart really felt for this novel, for it has shown the true meaning of being in love according to the Islamic rules it's more on showin u the path for tru happiness wt ur loved ones in marriages and that once u've taken the marriage vow, the vow will be wt u rite till the end of ur lives and insyaAllah, u'll be together wt ur loves ones in the HereAfter world.

"Cinta sejati adalah cintanya sepasang pengantin yang telah diridhai Tuhan dan didoakan seratus ribu malaikat penghuni langit. Tak ada perpaduan kasih lebih indah dari pernikahan" sabda baginda Nabi.

ayat ayat cinta

while faisal's piece is an example of a muslim woman wt stallion spirit, yet she accepts fate as it is she never goes against the fate, for she believes that whatever happens, He knows better she actually managed to put aside her desires for having someone (legally) by her side, but bcoz of the family problems, she kept that away in her heart & nobody knows her true feelings could we do such thing like what she did? i x think so! we prefer to do things according to our way, let alone asking for His guidance..

Ya Allah, berilah aku kekuatan dalam menempuhi hidup ini!

tp..dlm kesusahan Allah tetap akan menurunkan kemanisannya..and finally she married some1 that she has never thought of..

Tuhan akan menunjukkan kepada yang mencari. Ya, asal kau mahu mencari, Dia menunjukkan.

"Sesungguhnya perintah-Nya apabila Dia mengkehendaki sesuatu hanyalah berkata kepadanya: "Jadilah!", maka terjadilah ia

Surah Yaasiin, ayat 82

moments of terror

2008-10-29T20:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday marked the foolishness in me..knw what... i subconsciously gave umar the car key, while he wz playin wt the steering, while i went out to unlock the gate..and suddenly i heard.."tiung,tiung..!" Ya Allah, anakku terkunci dlm kereta sorang2..

dahle another set of key left in my handbag, which happened to be at the back seat! masa tu, klu toreh daging pipiku yg montel ini, confirm x kuar red blood ( blue blood adalah!) 4 few seconds, i x think of anything, i could x even squeeze my own hands! that wz the first time & ever i confronted that kind of situation..

nasib baik air cond baru turned off, so it wz quite ok in the car + cuaca pon not that hot & humid ( ptg..almost maghrib dah masa tu..!)

i felt like sreaming, tp kena control sbb kot2 org nampak, sure pak polisi dtg..so, i slowly pointed to umar the alarm, and slowly taught him to push the blue button..Ya Allah..anakku ini mmg super-cheecky (cam mama awie ckp) kid, dia bleh senyum simpul sambil gelak2..sabar je...i did that for 3, 4 times & he wz almost pushed the button, but whenever his index finger wz abt the reach that button, he smiled at me ( sure dia fening kepala sbb mommy dia cam org hilang akal demonstrating to him on how & which button to push..!) i think i finally fully utilized the TPR ( Total Physical Response) theory on how to teach toodlers to follow ur orders.. huh, x sia2 blajo 5 + 3 yrs..

walid plak ODW frm segamat, baru antar his vulcan to the mechanics sbb ade part yg x satisfy his eyes..huhu..camne nak call ni, HP pon dlm tas tgn..as I wz abt to leave him alone, and ran back to the house to make an emergency call to walid, i suddenly heard "tiung, tiung"..as fast as the lightning strikes, i ran back to the car, open all four doors and grinned (nanny dah pesan, klu anak buat salah jgn marah trus, senyum dulu) and he quickly gave me back the car key..AlhamdulliLAH..

when he reached home, i told him this..so this is his advice (to all mommies out ter..)

1. if u need to leave ur kids n the car ( while u unlock the gate) make sure that u ROLL DOWN the driver's window

2. plz make sure that u switch the gear to P ( for auto) & pull up the handbrake

BUT ABOVE ALL, never, ever leave ur kids unattended in the car..

so mlm td, after magrhib prayer, walid suruh buat sujud syukur..syukur, syukur...sigh..uhhhhhh

Oct Schedule

2008-10-28T23:18:00.000-07:00

hello..my name's umar jibril..these r my mommy's itenary 4 oct 08..

schedule baru 4 oct 08...

6.30 am - bgn, sholat, baca quran

7.00 am - brisk walking
7.30 am- siram pokok ( all the pokok stuffs)

8.00 am- brkfast (home made)

9.00 am- kuar rumah, hantar lil' monster

10.00 am- sampai opis..

hehehe mmg bleh sihat & cergas 4 this oct..

check out these pix..

do we have to run, Walid?

walid! what's that?

what is that ? alamak..smellynye..!

go! walid.., go!

abis dah..jom balik!

Presentation/s - B3P1

2008-10-20T00:48:00.000-07:00

NOTE : THIS ENTRY IS WRITTEN FROM THE PERSPECTIVE OF BEL LECTURER @ PN DERWINA (not as a LATE BLOOMER!)

we only have few more days b4 the classes r over (officially!), thus, everyone is running here & there, trying to accomplish mission/s within the stipulated time and the same goes to me & my students last thursday, B3P1 had theirs @ presentation skills it was well-delivered (wink!wink!), with each one of them prepared visible & tangible & understandable slides! i must congratulate them for being able to overcome their biggest fear in life ; speaking in PUBLIC! i have witnessed tremendous effort by everyone (including the class rep!) in preparing the speeches, outlines & slides they even hunted me after office hour! we have 31 students, with 4 smaller groups (so that we can monitor and work closely wt each other) & i must say that, i really enjoy working with young blood ( la..mcm mrs dracula plak!) since they're very creative in finding interesting & researchable topics some said that the time given is x enough! well, one advice for these people : time will NEVER wait for you, you gotta hunt them down! the task was assigned to them before the hari raya break, and the class rep took the effort in assigning them their turn by drawing lot (still some say.."tak adil" duh!) enjoy the pix!

being the 1st name in the class, he volunteered himself as the 1st presentor! this guy really improved; from holdin' onto the script to a scriptless presentation good work! any1 curious abt LUPUS? well , this girl knows everything abt it, seems everything is at her fingertips!

one of the presentations that wz well-delivered..sempat posing maut lg!

since the most-talked abt fever has hit the town few months ago, this girl has decided to focus on 'chinkungnya' fever ! well people, let's welcome the chikungnya expertise !

what do you get if you mix a spoonful (i guess so!) of sodium bicarbonate with few drops of vinegar? you'll get this..!

a volcano!

anyhow, congratulations for your performance..

Syawal 2008

2008-10-13T22:08:00.000-07:00

as i've mentioned in older posts, we went back to jb for the holly celebration, and i must admit it wz a soul-cleansin celebration ter (apa taknye.abah & mak plus the 3 of us je!) klakar giler..spashly during the cooking time, other families may have this chaos and yelling here & ter, but x for us! mak actually asked me to sambung my shopping spree kat kotaraya, city square or her all time fav @ angsana! bleh? i think she wanted to spend some time alone wt the lil' monster..! as for abah, he is energetic all the time & some time i do wonder where did he get all the energy from! as for the lil' one, havin jolly time wt his uncle saiful (who is only 7 yrs old!), aunty bila & aunty meen (these two gurls are my cousins, & for that they r lil' monster's aunties) mmg ini budak betul2 balik kpg! check out these pix

helpin atok daud to clean the house compound

watch ur steps, young man!

x worry, mommy! got back my steps! bile anakku balik kpg..!

another Big Ben in my life, which is situated at the dataran bandaraya which is only a 5 min drive frm home

walid's dream car (actually this i snapped this pix sbb nak tunjuk "what-a-development" kat umah jb!) wink!

check out his shirt!cool, huh! i bought tis when he wz abt 6 months, saw it at 1 of the stores in mahkota parade, trus grab! so, when lil' monster put on tis shirt tat day, u should've seen walid's xpression he even asked me, "xde size for adults ke wt "I'm the DADDY" ke? hehe (p/s: his shirt says GOOD LOOKING {LIKE MY DADDY} )

muka boring walid sbb kena teman mommy shopping for "spicegirls' ring" hehe

walid : u x hide frm me! i can see u!

lil' monster : nope! u x! i'm gonna run nw!

walid : still can c u! haha!

lil' monster : mommy! mommy!

my heroes while waitin for me (i wz doin some shopping wt the bedsheet & pillow cover) ni kes boring tahap gaban! hehe ter goes mommy's musings for the ramadhan 2008 in jb & we'll be celebrating ramadhan 2009 (InsyaAllah) di kelantan plak...that'll be more interesting, funnier, merrier

till then, selamat hari raya (hope it's x THAT late!) from all of us @ da rozmans from the boulevard of love !!

Walid's latest craze

2008-10-12T20:26:00.000-07:00

both my heroes r back :) hehe walid is back to wrk, wt the lil' one is at ibu's place the turbulence is finally o'er..phuihhh! claseses r til next wk, then we can put our thinking cap somewhere 1st @ havin good time b4 the marking session arrives !

let's njoy the following pix, sbb this is walid's latest craze

he bought tis somewhere in aug 08, after havin few dreamless nites, several times of daydreamin & countless calculation! haha

1st time he rode on his new bike..bangga sungguh! anyway. it wz me who snapped tis pix, wthout his knwledge haha when i showed him these, he wz so curious as "how do i look frm behind?" thingy..

dare to ride wt him? :)

The Beautiful Things Are Love..& You

2008-10-07T18:50:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time

since i forgot how to be loved

how does it feel to have somebody who cares for me

lovin' a special person never been easy

it's just a 4-letters' word, yet it takes years to say it

but it takes just a second to feel it

simple yet deep thought

some people are so afraid to speak it out

but some are too excited

love could take you nowhere

but it also shapes you into what you are today

and it just so hard to break the rule

to be in love is to be able to undergo extreme circumstances

it will show who you really are

red roses is the symbol of love

is it because red flashes fire?

that one has when they are in luv?

what about blue?

blue as ocean, calm, serenity, isolation

are what it takes to be in love

my dear love,

i am so in luve with you

for how long, until when...i don't knw

all i know is that i want ot be in love forever with you

a man who has taken away my dull heart

and drew rainbow into my life

no matter what it takes

the rainbow will always be there

and no one will ever replace that rainbow

'coz it's so special to me

i will always love you...forever!

i read this to him during our dating moments, & he wz so surprised to hear this & he said that he never tot that i could write such a wonderful poem & he felt really appreciated , so in luv wt me & why am i publishin this on my blog? sbb...sob!sob! he x gettin better today :( i called home, & asked & he said that his joints are gettin aching, the red spots are visible on his face & back...& his voice...wa!wa!makin teruk! i got class till 4pm, wt my bel 422 (report writing) & really x leave early sbb they've to send the reports 2gther wt the articles + last consultation b4 their presentation next wk! patheticnye! + my tesl class tis wk nak tgk a short televonella on virgina woolf..lil' monster ? mlm td he vomiited on the x-so-newly-changed bedsheet! nasib baik x kena, only the quills, but still i had to do laundry last nite!

i think tis is one of "those" moments that test my ability + endurance + patience as a wife, mommy and working lady..so far, doin ok, eventhough our "nest" is up side down

& how i wish for miracles to really strike me..:)

our beautiful moment kat chukai, t'ganu last aug 08..

moments of patience

2008-10-06T20:13:00.000-07:00

it's a turbulence period o'er here..
lil' monster still down wt coughin, x get any better..getting worse adalah wt last nite he woke up at around 4am (he tot that it is still ramadhan time! nak bgn sahur le tu!) it turned out that he x sleep, disturbed by his coughin, & nw he got phlegm kesian sgt sbb he wz tryin his best to spit it out, but he x yet he tried...i waited patiently by his side, wt his white towel ( since i just changed the bedsheet 2 days b4 raya) & all he could do wz grinnin..alamak ini budak..i felt like cryin..dia bleh tersengih plak! gave him his milk, he laid down on my tummy, and soon he dozed off..
the above part x the best part...
yesterday when i left home 4 work, walid wz complainin that his joints were achin, + his face has turned red + vomittin...& when i got home around 6.30pm, makin teruk..i just had the feeling that he wz havin this chikungnyea fever @ viral fever..drove him (first time i drove wt him at the backseat! hehe!) when we arrived at the clinic, nasib baik x that many people, so we waited around 10 mins, then he wz called..1st glanced pon doc already knew that it is THAT fever!
lil' monster wz kinda alert and only observed when walid was tiptoe-ing..& tiba2 je he took walid's hand & walked hand-in-hand wt him..alahai swueet!
so nw..i got to look after two sick heroes at home..alice? diakan buah hati walid..so, she's at home, watchin o'er walid 4 me
tu x best sgt..tis mornin..my class at 10am..i wz supposed to have a mass lecture for Reading..to my surprise..only ONE class turned up! lg satu tu..the class rep actually told his fellow classmates that this morning class is cancelled! OMG! kids nwadays!
so i guess my monday blues would probably be "the whole wk" blues
:( :((
toink!toink!

monday blues

2008-10-05T09:07:00.000-07:00

we're back! :)

got here on friday nite, midnite exactly...everything wen well, vvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeerrrrrrryyyyyyyyyy well! except lil' monster got coughin on the 2nd day of eid fitri..he wz too caught up wt hi aunties & uncle saiful, that we actually got a chance to do some last minute shopping..heavennye..sbb dpt berdua2an wt walid just 4 a while!

maka...bermulalah hari yg blues utk da rozmans di office by 8 am, 6 oct 2008!

wa!wa!wa!

toink!toink!

Big Ben

2008-09-27T09:34:00.000-07:00

most of my friends keep on askin, what do u have in sgmat? apart frm the ever-famous durian sgmat, followed by the biggest flood in history in late 2006..well, treat this as the 1st session of gettin to knw sgmat

the above Big Ben is situated at the dataran sgmt (yup..we do have 1..!newly built, i think abt 2 yrs ago) this is where the merdeka yearly celebration be held..funny, ater 7 yrs of melt-potting in jementah, that nite wz the 1st time we went there..hehe actually, we sent atok who is driving my wira (sob!sob! sbb kena kongsi keter wt walid!) back to jhr we wanted to leave the car here, but neay...!x a brilliant idea so bwkle lil monster ni to play around at the dataran i must admit it wz rather am njoyable time since there wasnt any single soul there! baguih btol!

told yer..lil monster really x get enuf of fury walking creature! he wz bz chasing his own shadow, when he saw walid feeding this unknown cat! this is a female cat, and she's preggy! thus, officially, walid named her "BedahLova" @ for her high curiosity! yip!yip!hurray!

here comes the hot dude of the century! posing maut ni! i am sooo soooo not happy wt his front hair, panjang giler! its not that i am complaining, just that whenever i try to look into his eyes, he would hide his "korean eyes" from me! my love, my life..dulu2 walid's my love..nw ni, anak plak..its ok..walid cool!

showin mommy one of his talents (that i x knw when did he got to knw to do this!) few days ago i witnessed his effort in trying to jump frm the jap chair to the floor..haha bagus..nnt mommy boleh beli superman attire!sayin hi to walid..

and finally..my two heroes..

food for thought

2008-09-26T14:30:00.001-07:00

today is the last working friday in the month of ramadhan, and i'm sure that every1 is at kampung already! dude..bestnye, we're still 'trapped 'in sgmt! can u imagine that! not that we x want to be back, but the classes r still on as usual! walid's PLK class has to sit for the arabic mid term exam, while my teslians have a presentation on moll flanders & a virgina woolf's movie but we've promised mak to be back to jb (this yr's jb turn! :)) toink!toink!) by sunday evening so that we have xtra time for her, actually ikut plan asal nak balik on monday aftnoon sbb nak key in students' marks 1st (balik on the 6th oct tu xle kalut sgt!) but when the announcement for syawal will be made on the 29 sept, pas sunday class tu cabutle (if got people cry in the car,how? :(( ) nanny jah & tok daud r proud grandparents tis yr, sbb lil' guy now can walk & run i bet that they would luv to the idea of bringin him along to visit atoks' friends (so that walid & mommy could scout for a new pair of sandle bag for his newly bought virago!) i lov today sbb lesser cars around the campus, which has led to the fact that more parking spaces! but, i'll be crazy if i'm seen around the campus these few days like just nw, when i went to see en roslan from ilqam to get the keys for the dvd, he gave me that kind of look and i answered him back that "ni tanggungjwb pensyarah utk attend class, xleh simply cancel class!" and those actually came from me..!must be bcz of this ramadhan kot ! huahuahua

nway, enjoy this pic which happens to be one of his fav signages kat sgmt town(p/s: no human nor animal was harmed during the photoshooting!)

what does it mean by "lemang & rendang 100 mtr"? walid said that it is actually lemang tht is 100 meter long, and this would be the longest lemang in m'sia! this is ambiguous sentence, since it brings two meanings (trying to polish decay memories of what i have learnt in ukm!) for any1 who is so concern abt language & semantic, u would be questioning its authenticity in meaning..well, we don't! instead, we njoy it everytime we see this. actually, this white signage can b found by the roadside at petronas gemereh @ sgmt this signage is very popular, esp during eid fitri we even have to place an order to buy them! walid managed to order 3 pcs of this famous lemang which could cost him rm 8-9 per pcs! xpelah..ry punye psal! so..any1 dare to try this "lemang 100 meter"?

my morning sunshine

2008-09-24T22:51:00.000-07:00

presenting..my morning sunshines..!

ini budak kecik...sy punye..nwadys, he prefers to have fresh milk (pluz..x the freshly squeezed..!) otherwise, he'll scream on top of his lung ( it wz me who taught him how to scream..alamak!)

this is the princess of the house @ alice this is 1 of her fav lepakking spot lately, she seems x get enuf of playing wt lil' monster they even chasing each other nowadays she's also a good guardian angel; she will keep an eye on lil' monster whenever i let the 2 of them play outside..how i luv u..alice! muah muah

lil' monster + alice = total chaos! alice ni cool..even when umar grabs & squeeze her, she'll do nothin, except giving "that" look which i guess "it's-ok-since-u-r-my-bro" thingy kot...

and finally..

hehe ini kes "bukan nama sebenar"! this is the man of the house...

Cheese Cake

2008-09-23T15:05:00.000-07:00

all i could say is..mission accomplished! hehe..finally, the thing that i dreaded has finally gone from my life @ baking mission! it wz last satuday when i finally decided that i shld be baking cake today, since i x be having any tesl class the next day. it wz fun actually, since the lil' guy wz lingering around & poking his nose & tryin' to figure out what the heck is goin' on the table! walid took part in this mission, i think he wz showin' his moral support (thanx..babe!) by crushin the digestive & cornflakes for the base...i think he wz havin' gud time wt it next wz the task of mixin the cream cheese wt egg ( i actually used the ltk omega egg..at least x that fattenin'!)

these r the ingredients 4 the base

base dlm loose bottom ( i must admit that i have tzero knwledge in baking cakes, thus i went to the bakery parlour & asked the ladu wz the heck is loose bottom! hehe! it paid off, very well..hehe!)

yg ni plak is the blueberry (since walid is over the hills wt blueberry cheesecake kat secret recipe; so this one is for u wth muah22222xxxxx!) last pix..presenting....!

my first attempt in baking..;)nyway, i posted the recipe that i took from mesra.net & to diana @kikuri..njoy while it lasts! yum!yum!

Blackberry Cheese Cake

Bahan-Bahan:
Untuk Base:

1 peket biskut digestives
2 cawan cornflakes
3 sudu besar gula perang
3 sudu besar mentega lembik

Untuk Filling:

750 gm (3 peket) Philadelphia Cream Cheese
225 gm gula caster
1 sudu besar tepung jagung
2 biji telur
150 ml (1 pek kecil) yogurt perasa strawberry

1 tin blackberry (brand S&W); ditapis (hanya ambil buahnya sahaja)
Cara:

Biar semua bahan pada suhu bilik
Panaskan oven pada suhu 180C.

Cara Untuk Base:

Kisar atau hancurkan biskut dan cornflakes hingga halus.
Campurkan gula dan mentega hingga sebati ke dalam adunan biskut itu.
Dalam acuan 'springform' atau 'loose bottom' bulat 23 cm, tekankan adunan base itu hingga rata dan kejap.
Bakar base selama 7 minit.
Ketepikan.

Cara Untuk Filling:

Pukul cream cheese dan gula selama 3 minit.
Kemudian ayak ke dalam adunan cheese itu tepung jagung.
Pukul lagi sehingga kembang dan tidak berbintil.
Masukkan telur satu persatu.
Masukkan yogurt. Kacau sampai sebati. D
engan menggunakan udip atau spatula, kaup balikkan buah blackberry itu hingga rata dalam adunan.
Tuang adunan itu atas base yang telah tersedia.
Bakar selama 30 minit atau hingga tepi kek sudah tertarik dari acunya. Setelah masak, tutup api oven dan biarkan kek dalam oven selama sejam. Renggangkan pintu oven dengan sudip kayu agar terbuka sedikit.
Sejukkan dalam peti sejuk.

Cadangan Hidangan:
Setelah kek sejuk, boleh dihias dengan 'mock glaze' iaitu jeli blueberry segera (suku peket) dicairkan dengan air panas dan disudukan perlahan-lahan atas permukaan kek rata-rata.

boots maniac

2008-09-19T10:26:00.001-07:00

ahlan..its TGIF ! yeahyeah! finally, i can rest & relax & njoy life..it has been such a tiring week, wt both of us had exams..lotta of them! camnak muntah..er..x bcz of the students..but the tot of marking pas raya ni..alamak..i ended this week in a rather pathetic way, i had scheduled a mid term exam for my d2q1 at 2.30 pm just nw..hehe nasib baik all the kanak2 ribena were ok..

walid pon bz sbb arabic is scheduled for its mid term this wk, last wednesday, we were left alone since he had to rush to the campus at 10 pm (duh!) huhu sedihnye hidup..! :(

so..td pas buka posa i told him that i need to go out 2nite for some "fresh air" ( this has been my lame reason for wanting to go out at nite..bad gurl!) oh yea..this yr's bazaar ramadhan in sgmt has been moved to the 2nd bridge (some call it as 2nd link..perasannye..!) so, kir killin' 2 birds wt 1 stone..

this yr's stalls are much,much better than last yr..cz i managed to grab 2 pairs of ladies boots from the bundle stall! hahaha...mmg puas hati giler...chck out my boots

the above pix is my 1st ever boot, walid bought this masa tgh sibuk2 nak shopping kawin back in 2005 :) hehe we wanted to use this as one of my dowry, bu then knowing my mum, she freak out upon seeing this ..hehe sbb tu i still keep this boot

this is my 2nd pair..pon very special to me..sbb this is the 1st pair that i bought using my own $ ! yg lain2, walig bought..it cost me RM400 plus, sbb this is timberland ! i luv this, spashly if i wear it wt my bell bottom levis..damn.i look like 1 of those gurls from coyote ugly..(dei..perasan nye ini pompuan!)

this is my 3rd pair, which walid bought at kotaraya, jb..few weeks b4 i went for the induction in batu gajah, perak. this boots is almst the same wt the 1st pair (the same brand, Lois i wore this for the whole 16 days wt baju kurung haha mak beso @ nurzea was gald that she finally found another weirdo who wears boots wt baju kurung..

this is actually my 5th pair, the 4th pair is at the cobler, walid said that they need some make-over hehe this boots have an exotic design, wt 3 buckles & a zipper and i must admit, that i really fell in luv the 1st time i laid my eyes on them..and the best part when walid said.."mommy dah pandai pilih boots nwadays!"

done wt my boots..lets njoy our late supper's pix kat mcd..btw, mcd kat sgmat is nw 24 hrs ! wink!wink!

aint he the cutest lil' guy ? hehe bz doin wt people-watching hobby normally he refuses to sit on the baby chair, but i guess he wz too bz yumyumyum..

walid knws best lil' monster..lapar rupanye anak walid lil' monster njoyin the porridge

in great surprise upon witnessing mommy mixing creamer + sugar into a cuppa coffee..sooo, this is how adults njoy their outing to mcd? i x ice cream ? x mcflurry?

till then, oh yea..once my 4th pair is ready, i'll post the pix

probably, i'll write abt walid's boots..hehe!

gay day

2008-09-15T21:27:00.000-07:00

this looks so tempting & irresistable..this could be THE one for me ( i mean for the baking mission later..!)

jap2..ni pon sedap mata memandang! yum yum..

this is trully heaven on earth..

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllllllllllllllllllllooooooooooooooooo ...

today marks the 16th day of ramadhan..i am still ok..in fact, i can wake up exactly at 4.30 am, turn on the stove and ..what else..cooking! funny..during my singlehood days, it was like trying to wake a female dragon with curly eye lashes (that wz THE reason that I could give myself for being a lazybum to take the sahur!) and her mammoth feet (it wz not that big lah..just that whenever I am out on a mission of finding new shoes,it'll be like the end of the world..!) not 4getting her frezzy ball hair (funny, i have long, straight hair..!) up...phew...what a gurl i am..!

but..x anymore..in fact i do enjoy cooking at that odd hours..free from the lil' monster with his newly-acquired kitchen skills @ all the pots, pans to be brought rite in front of tv, pretending to cook like chef michael smith from 703..haha..that's what i get for being a lazybum to cook..

hehe

the above pix is just an example of walid's fav sambal belacan..yum..yum..the white stove wt 3 burners tu..he bought just b4 ramadhan, rasa2nye sbb dia nak his dearly wife ni cook more often kot..hahastove ni comes wt an oven..thats the best part..since he has asked me to bake cakes for this eid fitri..i am indeed a dead meat..!

sedap wei..

till then..wish me luck for my baking mission..

hehe

World Teddy Bear Day

2008-09-09T10:14:00.000-07:00

this is soooo funny..yesterday ( as in 9 sept 2008) has been declared as the world teddy bear day..hahah i got to knw abt this dlm keter gen2 purple (yg telah berjaya menggodaku 3 thn yg lalu!) wt lil' guy sitting on his so-called car seat, admiring mommy's shades i burst into one of my evil & monstrous laugh.sorry umar..mommy xleh thn..!hehehe

the funniest part wz when the dj announced that she used (think so!) to have a teddy bear (which i am x sure how big, how tall) withthe name of michael nathan ..! which reminds me mr nath*# in our campus..imagine..having mr nath*# as ur teddy bear, i'm pretty sure u would enjoy ur life to the fullest..hehe

it's actually not the funny that tickles me up till nw ( the comp clock shows it is already 1.22 am, yup..i am a pathetic lady who updates her blog at this hour..!) it is her sister's effort in giving such a beautiful name to their teddy bear..she must have burned the midnite oil just to make sure that the teddy bear will get the best..

adakah sy ada teddy bear ?

A. ada

B. Tiada

C. masih mencari

D. sudah dibuang

E. tidak berkenan

Answer : F (ada F ke..? cikgu wanie..tlng aunty dd ni..!)

yup..i have not one..not two..but THREE teddy bears hehehe one of them really2 a teddy (if ur definition of teddy is having lovable fur)

the other two ..life sized teddy bear, they warm my heart, put smile back to my face aftr such a d@#% day kat my 4-white-walls, pat my shouldr say..its ok mommy..

oklah..nak tido..sbb at 4.50am (exactly..hehe so far, i can wake up at this hour..) to cook for one of my teddy bear's early brkfast @ sahur lah..

btw, plz give ur teddy bear/s big hug, big kisses while saying..

I LUV U..

and sing...

u r my sunshine

my only sunshine

u make me happy

the skies r grey

u never notice

how much i luv u

plz x take my gen2 purple away...(i sang this during our dating session..hehe)

movie day

2008-09-05T19:15:00.000-07:00

yesterday, i wz clouded wt total boredom ( gt back from my 4-white-walls very early..around 12..) nothin much to do at home..3 dvds were lyin' sexily on the lil' guy's white tv, and i wz thinkin of givin myself a treat..hehe friday? watch movie? sooo not good..bad gurl! nyway, the happening from shyamalan seems like a gud choice..

i wz expectin sumthin unthinkable-yet-acceptable kinda things..ok..lemme be frank..it wz a waste of my time! man..nyesal weh..tgk ini movie..

it is nuthin compared to the village, or even to the lady in the water..

4 once, i think i wz thrilled to see mark wallberg ( i used to have a crush on since the big bro is wz the nkotb *)

to be be precised..his 6 pack ab..hehe oh my..emmm...

the only thing that confuses me (sampai skrng ni!) is "DA wind" stands 4 wat? and being an animal lover, i vote this movie since no animal was harmed in any scene.hehe

i lke alma's big, round eyes..tetibe je kuar her eyes while she wz concentrating on the news,plus the mood ring on elliot's finger.

i remember alma said sumthin abt the ring turned purple, as the color indicates being horny..hehe alamak pas ni kena tukar fav color..plus he got to drive diff car (his "gawky" is purple!)

above all, x bestle citer ni..

orait peple..any comments ?

..of name-part 1

2008-09-03T22:47:00.000-07:00

today is the 4th day of ramadhan..and I am back at my desk in my "4-white-walls-with-a-wooden-door" @ office lah..what else! boring? not really lah..aftr a long wknd (which I had managed to force mr rozman to spend wt me & lil' guy!) i must say that i am kinda (?) energetic to be back..hehe

i bet that up till nw, people must be wondering why 'gabrielalice' for my blog...well, of course i x want to have like

derwinadaud.blogspot (boringnye..!)

akuanak....blogspot (bla..bla, which people would assume that 'ini org musti org p*$#%*k!)

akuhidupdlmbules..blogspot (man,,too long!)

gabriel stands for the lil' guy 2nd name..though walid has reminded me (many times!) that

"name dia x sesekali translate to English!", no 1 in the house (how many of us actually in the house?) has ever broken his law (tp klu mommy buat muka cam kak Alice, walid cair nye!) anyway, lil' guy got his name aftr few trial&error that we did..u see, walid spent 7 yrs in Egypt, while I spent 5 yrs getting to knw Shakespeare, Jane Austen, Robert Frost... when we gt married, its like the East meets West! wt him listening to Arabic songs & singers, while Nirvana is still "luv-of-my-life"

We had fun getting to knw each other, and nw at least I can utter few senteces & words in Arabic, & walid would converse in English all of the sudden. He has great tongue for English, and that has made my life easier!

I wz abt 5 mnth preggy, when i first stumbled lil' guy's 1st name...and I tot that the name is for real, and since we have gr8 interest for "really-really old malay names"..we agreed to have it for the lil' guy..

to be fair & equal, I got to choose lil' guy's 1st name, and walid chose his 2nd name..

and on 27 mac 2007..the first edition of "da rozmans" was out..hehe

ALICE... thats the "big sis" to lil' guy (this is soooo confusing!!)

done..

nway...

Walid - the "bapak" of the house

Mommy - the "mak" of the house

Alice @ kak Alice - lil' guy guardian angel

lil' guy - Umar Jibril bin Hj Muhammad Rozman

late bloomer-part 1

2008-08-30T09:03:00.000-07:00

salam 2 every1..finally! i managed to create a blog of my own within the stipulated time! ( I gav myself til the end of AUG 2008, to mark my total independence from being a total freak-out in blogging!) big hands to myself! so,as I often say to my "kanak2 ribena"..pat ur shoulder and say GUD GURL! i must admit that this has been in my head for sometime..thanks to 2 "little" (though they are so NOT!) rascals..ur aunty DD nw has the time & effort to do it..hehe

the only reason that i can think of in contemplating of having a blog of my own is "what-shld-i-put-in-my-blog" thingy..(duh! the is so lame!) some say that:

1. "u shld teach ur students abt grammar, wriitng, public speaking skills" (oh! sssssssooooo not! i am 'forced' to do that 4 23 hrs p/week, and nw u want me to do that? )

2. share my kind & invaluable thoughts, life experience (myb, it depends on whether its my"mahatma gandhi-day" or just "plain-boring" day)

3. a vehicle to vent out anger, frustration, bla..bla..( probably..)