5 weeks vs 9 months - first entry

Yes...

I'm 5 weeks pregnant

Alhamdulilah..

Many may not aware that I suffer from hypertension, thus I'm on medication. Not 1, but 3 types. The specialist(s) that I'm seeing every 3 months couldn't figure out the causes of my hypertension. After like 5 yrs of appointments, they finally concluded that I'm one of those ppl who are suffering from White Coat Hypertension. For more info, check out this website. http://http://www.blood-pressure-monitoring.org/white-coat-hypertension.htm

So, I've decided to use this blog as one fo ways for me to share my thoughts, feelings thru out my pregnancy. I wanna let others know that this is not something that I asked nor cherish. I also wanna let other pregnant mommies not to be scared of being diagnosed of hypertension during pregnancy, because I've been thru this stage 3 yrs ago, and will go thru the same thing for the next 8 months. Why 8 months? Because doctors wil not let you carry the baby full term, its too risky.

As for now, my blood pressure reading, yesterday was satisfying = 120/80. I think its something got to do with the wonders of Ramadhan. I really feel at ease. Alhamdullilah

I shall pen down whatever thing that will happen during my antenatal app. I think I would like to call this project as "5 WEEKS vs 9 MONTHS"

Ramadhan

Indeed, this Ramadhan has shed some new lights in my life. No more whirpool of emo, heart-breaks or even grudges. I feel at ease most of the time, in fact I managed to go on without having to worry that I couldn't do it. Classes are fully attended, outlines are thoroughly checked, consultation hours are obediently observed. I must confess that this Ramadhan I trully get the feel & spirit of it. But its more than that; Terawih, tadarus & sahur..I managed to do complete all three. Terawih & tadarus berimamkan suami sendiri itu yang paling indah sekali. After so many years of not being able to read Qu'ran with an ust, I finally got it back. Alhamdullilah.. Bukan sekadar tajwid, tetapi lengkap dgn translation sekali. Dulu2, kalau baca mengaji, mesti kena sediakan terjemahaan tapi sekarang, lepas baca Qu'ran, imam saya akan translate utk saya. Ya, saya memang bertuah & tak pernah bermimpi untuk berkongsi hidup dgn seorang ust. Mungkin org lain akan kata, saya menunjuk2, tp itulah hakikatnya. saya bukan sekadar dpt suami, tp saya juga mendapat imam yang akan mengimamkan segala solat wajib & sunat saya, Insyaallah. After 5 years, I finally know all the mysteries behind what have been bestowed upon me by Him.

Saya juga sudah mula mengerti erti zuhud bila suami hanya mahu berbuka dengan beberapa biji buah tamar, kuih-muih serta minuman panas. Selepas itu, kami bersolat Maghrib dan terus bersiap untuk ke surau untuk Isya' & terawih. Setelah 18 hari di bulan Ramadhan, bazar Ramadhan hanya dijengah sebanyak 2 kali sahaja. Itupun sebab kami ataupun saya sendiri ada urusan di Segamat. Tapi seronok sebab betul2 boleh enjoy suasana itu.

Sahur merupakan saat yang mungkin berat bagi sesetengah orang untuk bangun. Tapi, sekali lagi, suami tidak pernah (setakat ini) lagi minta makanan yang berat. cukup sekadar semangkuk kecil oats, 2 keping roti & segelas air panas. What more do I want from this guy?

Indah sungguh Ramadhan tahun ini....!!! ~~

dah 5 tahun..beb !! :-)

fuh....

nak sampaikan 5 thn ni...aduhai sedih beb...mcm2..mmg betullah, cam drama swasta...kejap2 tersengih2, pastu melalak, dah melalak mata bengkak..hahaha..drama queen esok pg nye...tp, besh sbb kitarog ni ala-ala East meets West..mangsanya..umar jibril..la ni, pandai dah dok kecek kelate klu umar jibril dok sembang2 dgn aku,siap arrrr...aku dok pulun english, tp ok sbb dia buleh doh faham skit2...sampaikan phrase favourite aku pon dia dok pulun gak..."FINE..WHATEVER" hahaha..

kitaorg masa dating dulu2, sedih beb...aku bz separuh sewel sbb buat M.Ed kat UM..jumpa ust rock msa final yr, so, dia selamat sbb x sempat jd punching bag aku klu aku marah giler kat all d profs/associate prof kat UM ..cuma dia sempat jd self-appointed supervisor utk project paper aku..hahaha yg paling aku suka sgt2 biler time kitarog distributed our wedding cards, satu uitm kecoh beb..!!!! diaorg dok assumed that i only dated high class & wealthy ppl there is 1 remark that I would nevr be able to forget...

" u kawin dgn ust rozman ke? u biar betul?"

"ialah..kan nama dia dlm kad tu"

"ish..u ni biar btol..u kan suka org2 yg hensem, kaya.."

aku dah gelak giler, tp maintain sbb xnak kasi malu sama itu org.. "so, ust rozman x hensem lah..x kaya lah.."

giler punye pompuan..ingat aku ni mata RM ke....sengal!!!!

I wanna wrinkle gracefully and beautifully with you, while sipping our favourite white coffee, holding hands, exchanging love words, eatching days go by, listening to keroncong songs

that's my wish & hope...

emo yg sdng roller coaster ni!!!

hahaha.....
aphal plak aku ber-emo yg beria2 ni? adakah sbb lusa anni aku dgn dia? atau its my "time" every month?
tp, yg pastinya, belek2 pen drive yg putih ni, jumpa tajuk "the use of slang among UiTM students"
wa!!!!! ini sudah baek..
belek2 lg, ghupa2nya dah siap sampai Lit Review...
hoooohoooohoooo....
BESH giler.....nampak gaya, bleh ke S%$@*D PTK next yr...
pastu, aku bleh join org2 yg giler naik pangkat tp kelas x penah pegi, students complain sini-sana & yg pastinya...naik pangkat je, cik abg aku sorang ni dah pesan awal2...."dpt je dm@* nnt, dok diam2, pkai baju cantik, abg tambah collection branded handbags & yg paling penting..kaye2 tau"
huhuhu...cayalah ust rock!!!

Judge @ Judgemental

What is "judge" to you?

A person to be dreaded of, an evil who doesn't knw rights & wrongs?

Are we fit enuf to judge others..or do we just play it all along just to fit into the society?

Do we judge ppl frm they way they talk, dress, eyes, pronunciation...

its already difficult to get into society nowadays, ite even difficult to stay awake and not being drifted away and away further frm who u are..but sometimes, u just hafta do it coz most of ur so-called "friends" or "buddies" are just some elitists that think so high of themselves

for example...

u've worked so hard just to be where u are now would u look down just for a moment and think abt those unfortunates? have u ever wondered how they juggle wt lives, careers and family? whats more if those unfortunates are not so lucky in a sense that they r not highly educated, not so beautiful or even worse disabled? would u turn around and help them? do they have enuf to eat tonite? are their homes gonna be ok thru'out this stormy nite?

would u become an opportunist by preying at them and suddenly leap onto any gold chances that come across u? why would ppl, esp those who have good careers & $ just lurve to do that...

whats more, if those ppl are pretentious jerks yg berpura2 religious but at the same time condemning others by saying "those who'll be accepted to heaven would be those who rush, or even run to perform prayers at masjid"

bukan itu riak and takbur ke?

Itu yg Nabi larang, tp itu juga org sekarang suka buat...menjadi hakim on Allah's behalf...

I'v taken vows NOT to be judgemental towards others, let alone judgin whats rite or even whats wrong for anyone that I knw or mybe don't knw

mmg betul, dulu aku bukan begini..dulu aku seorang secularist, menganggap semuanya penting, sama level bg buruk atau baik tp itu sebelum aku mengenal & mencintai ISLAM & MUHAMMAD 5 tahun yg lalu aku bukan begini, aku begitu...

I finally learnt when & how to say NO

It's difficult to say NO, esp when someone who is kinda dear to you ask u to help him/her. Since I've started working, it had been pretty hard for me to displease anyone@ colleague, I guess during that time I was a on contract-basis (ppl say that when u're still on contract-basis, its better if u just follow what ur so-called superiors asked u to do)..well then..I followed that advice for 4 years..2005 marked my social adjustment when my priority has been adjusted to mr hubby and everybody knows that whatever it is, he comes first in my list..be it nite classes, club xtivities or even a simple get-together with my lady friends...he used to complaint that I spent too much time doin' office stuffs (I used to bring back students' work, quizzes..) I went for my Induction Course in 2008, leaving him and our then lil' monster when he has just reached 1 yo..late 2009 I began to think straight and finally I came to my senses....I've have said NO to many things..

"dd, I need u to draft module for this......" - I answered OK
"could u replace ----- for tis event..couldn't make it" - I responded SURE, WHY NOT
"I have decided that u should do this..cz....." - I said MY PLEASURE
"i knw that ur appt for tis post ends tis dec...but i couldn't find any1 else than u..so, could u pls stay for 1 more term?" - I replied AS U WISH..

so...I confidently rejected an offer to b 1 one of CM for 1 of the most important posts in the uni....my reason...

I need to focus on 1 of my goals..2012....2 more yrs to go....

simple as that....

bed-sharing

...tell me..do we call this fury four-legged creature as "pet" or just ...Alice...

better still..siblings ? ppl must be talking behind or even straight to my face...biasalah..mak2 yg over-damn concern...

SCENE 1

"anak u x allergy cats ke? my son/daugther x bleh sgt2 kena kucing..nnt gatal satu bdn..ari tu pegi playground pon.....(pekakkan telinga)"

"tak pun..biasa je"

SCENE 2

"U better be careful..x psal2 kena asthma nnt budak tu"

"iya ke...sejak dlm confiment lg I mmg dah expose my son dgn Alice..so far, ok je..."

SCENE 3

"I x bleh lah tgk anak2 I main dgn kucing..geli..eeeeeee"

"haha...Alice ni homey cat..we never let her out of the house compound..."

such a damn typical answers..!! If u, urself hate cats or even other fury animals, why must u educate/brainswash ur kiddos that all cats are dirty? they're just kids, so pure, so innocent...let them play/expose themselves to one of thousands gifts Him..

Alice's vet @Dr Puspa from Segamat kept on reminding me not to separate them, even during confinement..it turned up that Alice is such a good help..I remember when Umar was just few weeks old & we decided to bring him back to our home, Alice was so happy that she meow-ed at him many times. I guess she wanted to make sure that Umar would recognise her voice. One day, while I was in the kitchen cooking, Umar slept in the living room. Little that I knew Alice was somewhere near, but I didn't make her to go away instead, I let her linger around him so after he has dozed off, I went to the kitchen and did the coking stuffs..once in a while, I checked on them..she slept by his feet as if she was guarding or shall I say giving me xtra hand to watch him..so swuueett huh..not long after that, I heard Alice meow-ed again and kept lingering at my feet..and I can sense that she tried telling me something...I quickly went to the living hall & I found that Umar has waken up...one damn great sista!!!

So tell me...who's allergy to who?

& thats why we insist him to address her as KAK Alice..other cats@alley cats...as just CAT MEOW...

calendar

saya suka calendar 2010...(UiTM punye lah..)


I wouldn't miss any meetings anymore, Tuan TPHEA...sbb kecomelan notebok ini sungguh syahdu...black is for elegance..not that Black @ Mas Idayu so-called apprentice..yeee yaks...

sbb ade ni....

aren't they cute? dulu2, b4 lil monster was born..this pix would resemble me & the big guy..the smaller tiger tu of course the wife.. the bigger tiger tu must be the male cz it has to look sturdy & strong...and of course, and real tough guy...

now..its just me & the lil guy...notice the heading...INTERGRITI...

2010

this year...
the lil' one turns 3
mommy turns 30 + 3
walid turns 40 + 3 + 1
Alice turns 8 - 5

no 3...
hummmm
nice number...
well, so far there's only 3 + 1 in the Rozmans clan...

reenergising

hibernation..?
could be..
tryin' to fix up everything..?
maybe..
sick & tired of the whole thing?
shouldn't be..
wantin' to vent out anger?
must be..

the big question..
have u found what u've been lookin for?
ANSWER : 'the thing' that I am looking can't be found anywhere..its right inside me..

gibberish thought that is stuck on my mind for quite sometime..i just refused to let it out..but now, what the heck.let it out, gurl!!!

what's this? & who's this? (umar jibril's version)

he imitates people nowadays, but in his amazing ways..

mommy : what's this, umar ?

TEKTER... (tractor)


mommy : what's this, umar?

ANSWER : ..NANA (BANANA)

mommy : what's this, umar ?

ANSWER : Vroomm, vroom..! (huh)

mommy : what's this, umar ?

ANSWER : cat (correct! clever!!)

mommy : now, let's try another pix who's this?

ANSWER : kakak !!! (duh)

mommy : who's this, umar?

ANSWER : wawa..(its short form of WALID, huhu..blehlah!!)

mommy : what's this, umar ?

ANSWER : mama ...

& sometimes MOMMY turns to MEYMEY...

apa sudah jd anak saya ini?

its here..at last

akhirnya..

baru td an email was forwarded to us from TPHEA, saying that our semester break has been pushed forward to..NEXT WEEK!!! instead of having it together wt our raya break

+ ve & -ve...

the good part is, yeah we are taking precautionary steps in our efforts to fight the H1N1 thingy

d other side of the story...alamak, momentum nak ngajor dah peak dah...pastu kena cuti plak..emm dont know whether the I could stil mumbling in the classes like this after the so-called semester break

plus..(the worst part, since we're goin back to kelantan for tis year celebration)...they cut short our raya holidays!!! instead of 10 days off, now RUMOURS say that we're given only 2 DAYS for our raya break..

case closed...

of.... Louis Vuitton,Guy Laroche, Braun Buffel, Channel,Coach

was i somewhere in Alice in Wonderland last nite? or was my brain making funny of my "wants" of things? if these are realities, I wish it stays...DON'T GO!!! (not yet)

my othr half threw me these questions last nite masa dating kat Up Town (thats what these kiddos call this place, don't ask me WHY..) beside Upwell, Segamat

mr rozman : babe, girls nowadays prefer what brand bile beli handbags?
mrs rozman : sorry..(buat2 x dengo..)
mr rozman : klu beli handbag, jenama ape yg org pompuan suka?
mrs rozman : (tryin to sound naive...) depends on our needs (again, tryin to sound NEUTRAL!!)
mr rozman : klu ayang, jenama apa yg ayang suka?
mrs rozman : (thats it..he's buyin me new handy..yeah!yeah! buleh buat raya..) personally, byk sgt
mr rozman : i bought u Guy Laroche few months ago kan...pastu last Jun u bought Liz Clairborne on ur own..
mrs rozman: (quick thinkin'... ni question mau trap saya ka? ) u knw wat..i've been eyeing this ----- & ------ bags, pastu surfed dlm net, butik ade kat klcc..tot of asking kakak (alamak, bocor rahsia aunty DD!!) pegi klcc end of d year..

knw what was his reply...

mr rozman : (grinnin'..sambil puffin' away his cigar) we'll see how la..( read as : if u behave nice, u cook me gud food..)

mrs rozman : (tryin to act cool) ok....

aduhai..somiku sudah pandai tgk branded handbags for ladies like tis ar..i cannot tipu2 him when it comes to purchasing another GL !!!

Thus, i rest my case..*wink*

Ms DD, ada marks for this presentation?

nak kata b#@^%ng, kecik ati plak..nak marah, seme dah besar.. ish..ish...kids nowadays

actually, I was kinds pissed off (sgt2) yesterday morning, after my BEL 311 (part 3) class we have started assessing students based on their participation in class, assignments & attendance (which is good, sbb they really have to do all those stuffs, otherwise, final grades dive down into the drain lah jawabnye) they were assigned (pairs) to do I-net research (so the itsy bitsy research) abt food & culture all over the world, and yesterday was the presentation day some groups really worked hard, by providing facts, mind-mapping 1 group even did impromptu sketch ( they uncovered facts & culture abt cakes)

in the middle of the presentation , a girl asked me

girl : Ms, do we get marks for today's presentation? ( with a very s@#^*d look on her face)

guess..what was my answer...

Ms DD : well, if u wish x to do the presentation, I'm afraid that I'm not in the position in awarding u the marks for this presentation

girl : ohh..ok Ms..just asking (!?!?)

peeps, if u happen to be one of my students reading tis entry, when I say PRESENTATION, it means MARKS for ur participation in the class so, please do as I told yer..

nway, njoy these picts (among the most outstanding presentations)

Shumbadak goreng

hehehe...

its actually Cempedak Goreng, the above is my othr half's version of saying CEMPEDAK he said, its how the Arabs say it

anyway, the othr half bought cempedak frm pasar mlm somehwere on the way to Segamat yesterday & its 1 of his favs..shumbadak goreng

How I wish that I have miracle fingers to scoop flour frm the plastic coz everytime I try to have d rite cocktail, I fail to do so! its either too hard or too soft never the rite mixture!

so, in my effort not to waste any mixture, I mixed flour, corn flour, rice flour, pinch of salt & air kapur in a big bowl and just dipped few pieces of raw shumbadak!! hahaah

the first trial came out=a bit soft, thus resulted as an oily shumbadak goreng

2nd trial=PERFECT!!!

hahaha

my othr half claimed..the best shumbadak goreng he ever tasted!! kelakau hingga ke tekak!!!

Thus, I am smiling till tis moment!!!

A colleague of mine

yup..tis entry is about tis colleague of mine how many colleague do i have? many, (that includes the othr half) another question, out of "that many", how many of them are ur besties? answer, not many! ok...out of "not that many", could it be 5 - 8 besties undr 1 roof? ...the answer is..my othr half is my only BESTIE in the office!!! hahah yup, i dont share little, dirty secrets with colleagues, not even rumours (huh?) yup, even b4 i got married, i hav never had bestie undr 1 roof do label me as narcissist, but thats just me i dont trust peeps that easily so when i became mrs rozman, i became his bestie and he became mine..its so simple

anyway, "this colleague of mine" has been teaching for quite sometime (tis is my 9th year here, so plz imagine how long has that person been here!!) in a way, that person is a senior lecturer here & we used to be "able" to say hi, gossiping (that person is darn gud gossiper! though i dont listen to the gossips, but when peeps talk, u just hafta listen)

anyway, few weeks ago i missed 1 of the programmes organized by the dept (i couldnt find ANYONE to babysit the lil' monster) i did reason out with that person since that person is in the committee i was hoping that she could (at least) try to understand my situation ( i just x understand that that person was so mad, but that person is not d boss!)

few weeks later...

today....

i met that person tis morning, & to my surprise...u knw what...that person ignored me!! i was standing rite in front, & that person ignored me!! huh! can u imagine that..i felt sad at first, but the more i dwell on tis matter, i feel relieved actually!! hhehehe tis means that i x hav to listen to rumours/gossips that that person has all the time, i x hav to pretend to be nice in front of that person, best of all, that person is x even my bestie (READ AS..i can desert that person at any time!!)

nway, i'v heard stories abt that person, & nw i knw that those stories r true i've got nothing to lose!! in fact, that person should be sorry, since i'v decided to walk away frm the clan..

hahaah

Back on feet...again

how long did it take me to come back to my senses again? darn long, till i actually 4got how to sign in to my own blog (i think its more on my bio clock sending signals that i may soon be needin my own PA!!) anyway, i'm spendin tis nite alone (huh?), the lil' guy is at his wonderland, while the big boss is on his way back from shah alam..dont ask why or what (its hard enuf to teach, he even has to travel every early semester)

what xactly had happened to me? again, no question ask, no answer given all i could say is i'm back on my feet again, and will try to maintain the track so that no one will ever pull me aside..

lets dwell on something else..

i've been reading, and really reading some serious stuffs even my othr half wouldn't dare to say anything abt stuffs that i've been reading in fact, he even once helped to download a movie from the net but..i still haven't got any chance to sit facing the box for 2 hrs and 30 mins

i must admit that my reading style has now changed i used to read English stuffs (John Grisham, Danielle Steele) but the more i went on reading theirs, i more i became dissatisfied something is missing i did read harry potter's series..they are good, so good that i promised myself that i'm gonna drag the othr half to watch harry potter & the half-blood prince later..... i think i became aware of this emptiness when i was teaching my tesl students in their first semester one of the subscribed texts that they had to read is village by the sea by anita desai

they hesitated at first, since it was their first experience reading stuff (its heavy for them, they do not have english/lit background) we started bad, really bad that i had to read to them, explain line by line to them but i don't mind, after all its my job! it took them such a long time to really understand the characters ; lila & hari but they conquered their fears and finally they understood that life is hard, and u got to have trusts to people that u luv

i finished the saffron kitchen by yasmin crowther few days ago & what's special abt the saffron kitchen? simple, it has all the Asian elements that i've been searching for all this while in those novels i found unique elements of Iran & England, & how people are connected to each othr but i guess i am more attracted to the islamic touch eg, chador (shawl), kebab (yummy!), maman (mummy)

as for the plot, i'll leave it to u peep u decide these days, i'm fine with novels that have bits & pieces abt Asian

Flyin' low..

all of the sudden, I feel like flyin' low , so low that I could feel the earth vibrates so low that I could hear insects and birds singin' on top of their lungs so low that I almost stumble upon the unwanted people and crisis and issues that I never want to encounter, especially after a series of wonderful makan2 in Penang

In other words, yes...I am DEMOTIVATED today so demotivated that I fail to smile for the boys at home since this morning, I've been searchin' for answers as to why am I so demotivated and I think I finally found the answer....I left my lil' monster for three days and now I must suffer the consequences !!!

hahaha

at times, people are allowed to cry, to feel like banging things to the wall, to scrream as much & as loud as they want (or can?) or better still, to scold & yell to those who cause this..but in case, I don't want to blame people, let alone things I take the blame solely on my shoulders as I knw that everyone of us should be able to carry the faults & wrongdoings and I am thankful that thru out this process, I still can think of Him and pray that this mundane feelings will soon be gone once I got back home coz I can't bear the fact to see the lil' monster to play & run alone (can't miss all the fun!!) as I look back now (my watch shows that I have another 15 mins left b4 5pm), I guess one of the thinniest demotivating factors is when I have people walking in my office, promoting something and later forcing me to join her downline (MLM) the truth is, I detest the idea of this kind of business since I have to be on the move in order to keep my points (PV) above the line & if I don't, the big people (the top people) will take the PV, leaving me with nothing and when that happens, I call that as "too much" and in fact, this is against the business ethics in Islam (pardon me for my ignorant, but this is what told my the other half of me just now)

So...I found my answer...

I just can't deal with people who do business and at the same time forcing me to join her downline..

GET OUT!!!!!

Penang...

the day has come finally...

after few niteless nites, buckets of sweat, day dreaming days..we finally arrived Penang at 5.15 pm just now nasib baik the hotel is situated b4 the Penang Bridge (i got this syndrome of body chill & forehead sweat whenever I have to go thru places wt water & that includes vacationing by the beaches!!) anyway, the hotel that we r staying is only 4 mins drive from the conference hotel @ Hotel Sunway...we took off from Jementah at around 10.30 am, after few attempts of leaving and kissing and hugging the lil' fellow.. huhu seriously I have no idea how are we going to survive this 48 hrs ++ without him by our side..i spent almost half of d nite staring at d lil'guy..and praying that I will not shed any tears there...so far, ok je..but this bed is sooo sooo big @ standard king size..and there is a space in between us..knw what, we put all our bags, the bulky camera plus this lappy just to fill in the empty space hehehe

the journey was ok, to my surprise i didn' sleep at all ! the other half of me snoozed few times..I guess the adrenaline to present our first paper kept me awake thru out the journey! we made few stops, with Tapah R&R was our lunch stop over..

so, just now after sholat, the 2 of us headed for the ever-famous nasi kandar...tp kat sini je lah..

In front of the Nasi Kandar restaurant, while waiting for the car ..and I found tis across the road...

wow...24 hr club..never tot I found tis in Penang mainland...hehe suddenly this evil tot crawled into my mind..hehe I mean, why not..u see, 2mrw is the day, the day that i'll get butterfly in tummy..so, why not 2nite I fully enjoy myself here? music all nite long..deiiii taggechi..! kasi balik tido lah!!! ahaha

our 1st encounter wt nasi kandar just now..burp! so skrng, bleh tido dgn lenanya!! tp....itu budak kecik di jementah...!!!

NAK BALIK!!!!

No Wonder... @RM65,000

hemmmm...

no wonder...I've been wondering this for sometime now, is it me who is getting poorer or people are getting richer ? I mean, yeah I could be poorer since there are bills to pay, nappy to get, cow products to get for the lil' one plus I don't entertain such ideas of doin' business just to get some millionaire side income..( what else could u possibly want..? good job, good life & good pay here..) I knw 1 person here, he has been on this business for quite sometime & now he is enjoying every bit of his tough effort by driving a posh car ..but, its his choice as 4 me, I am soooo comfortable wt his 2004 Gen 2 and my 1995 Big Foot @ Big Momma

tp, lately, I see lotta Hondas & Vioses at the campus, and all of them are young drivers plus I saw 1 Swift..cantik woooo

then, I think to myself, am I getting less every month..nope..but then, how on earth do they afford to buy such cars??

the answer is ....

NO..I AM not getting less every month..instead, the govt car loan has been increased from RM55,000 to RM65,000 now...

.......patutlah.......