Borderless World

THIS ENTRY IS WRITTEN FROM THE PERSPECTIVE OF A FOUR-LEGGED CREATURE

Hello, my name is Alice, but mommy always calls me 'kakak' (since I got my so-called 'brother'!) but, its ok, I kinda like, I mean it gives me the power to 'scold' my bro sometimes, I don't scold him, but I merely havin' fun with him coz he likes to grab my bushy tail..I think he kinda envy of my look ( adik, we ARE PRETYY & HANDSOME in our own way!!!)

During my free time, I lurv to spend time in front my mommy's fish tank, and talk to Oscar ( u don't want to meet Oscar, he is so, so, so arrogant & he thinks he the reincarnation of John Lennon..duh!) but, still, I like talking to him since he eases my inner girlish feelings (mommy has spayed me, she said that she couldn't bear to see me with my offsprings! ) other times, I like to linger around at the compound, licking my bushy furs, staring blankly at the skies, waiting for my prince to come and rescue me!! hehe

My prince?! trust me, u don't wannna knw where he is...that's why last nite I quietly stole mommy's lappy (she uses her lappy to chck her FB & update her blog...as if I don't knw her xtivity!! I've been tryin' to tell walid 'bout tis, but walid always pretends as if nothing happened!!)

Oh my beloved prince, where are you? plz rescue me from this madness!!!

tis is me, when mommy caught me surfing the net usin' her lappy..sorry mommy..! u should have got me one too..!!:)

I tot mommy gonna gimme a piece of advice, it turned out that she was sleep walking!! phew!

Football vs Tennis

which do u prefer..football or tennis?

or..none of the above ? (sah...ulat buku korang ni!!!) & why am i asking u this..?

the other half of me injured his knee cap while playin' football yesterday evening, the truth is he was on his way to the tennis court, when suddenly the urge to hang around wt the campus "star" players (wuah!wuah!wuah!) attacked his adrenaline, so he went to "check out" the air..well, according to a very realiable source, he managed to play for abt only 5 mins, when suddenly he heard the "praakk" sound coming from his own knee & for a brief second, he felt numb...
he drove himself back home yesterday...and somebody rode his bike back...

frankly speaking, i x really like it whenever he says that he wanna play football..u see, if we were to compare the width of the tennis court and football field,of course the latter is bigger & when its bigger, u gotta run a lot, use a lotta energy but if u were to play tennis, u x have to run that much, and if u are too tired, u could just wait for the ball to come to you..

so..here i am..mending things alone at home..

hemmmm...its x even a month after 2009, i am already "tired"...

Mangkuk Tingkat Day

With the power bestowed (sapa le plak yg bg power kat aku ni!?) to me, I now declare today is the "mangkuk tingkat" Day! yeah!

haha..yg sebenarnye..the other half of me has a 6-hr class, from 8-4pm every Wednesday and knowing that he despises the fact that we drive our for lunch, he suggested (or wz it me who voluteered?! xpe, dpt pahala beb..kan one of the resolutions for 2009 is TO GAIN AS MANY PAHALA AS I CAN!! hahaha) that i bring lunch from home... what a brilliant idea! (i told myself!)

betulle..we could save many things by doing tis..of course the $, the time, the effort and mostly the tot of rushing back to the office as early as possible sbb nak berebut parking space!! hahah betul..u see, the campus students are now dare to park their cars wherever they wish , even at the spaces that are not designed for them! duh! geram?! not really, sbb its not my job to watch where they park their cars, as long as I get my exact space everyday (ni kes giler parking...)

so, to start off...i packed 3 dishes (all were cooked late last nite..) , only the rice was cooked tis morning..someone asked me last yr (this routine started last yr) " ade masa ke nak msk seme2 lauk?"

my answer was : la..bangunle awal skit, sholat, pastu masak le (masa ni mmg buat muka bangga giler!!)

that person asked again : untungnye ust, dpt istri yg rajin

my answer was : sendiri mau ingat le (tp dlm hati kecik ku ini saje!!)

the first tier contains the vege (kangkung), second tier for sambal sotong kering and the last tier for the rice ( sorry, i could x show the interior, for they have been "emptied"!)

our last piece of limau mandarin (mmg sedap giler, its finger lickin' gud!)

lastly, a cuppa of nescafe for digestion (theory ni saya buat sendiri, sbbnye tak mau terlelap dlm kelas!!)

finally, a satisfied curry goddness!!!

Monday Deeds

I had 2 classes 2day, one in the morning, another in the evening both my part 2 students we had a revision 2day, to be exact a WRITING revision but I did something different 2day instead of greeting them, I had personally asked them to recite Al Fatihah for our brothers and sisters in Gaza City they were surprised, but they did recite whole heartedly

I made the effort to introduce them a new phrase 2day : ETHNIC CLEANSING

well, at least they got to knw that we could turn an adj to a verb

Am I proud of myself 2day? U bet I do!!!! Should I do tis more often ? Of course, I'll do (it'll do u no harm in reciting Al Fatihah)

so people, start reciting Al Fatihah with the hope that our brothers & sisters in Gaza City will gain the strength and courage in facing the brutal, humanless & heartless bombs

Al Fatihah

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful

Praise be to Allah

the Cherisher and Sustainer of the Worlds

Most Gracious, Most Merciful

Master of the Day of Judgement

You do we worship, and Your aid we seek

Show us the straight way

The way of those on whom You have bestowed Your Grace

those whose (portion) is not wrath, and who go not astray

The Story of Mommy's Wardrobe

I complained to him abt my wardrobe yesterday morning, while we were havin' brkfast

mommy : walid, mommy rasa nak tukar wardrobe lah, mommy dah boring sgt2 ni asyik the same baju kurung for the whole of last yr ( i suddenly noticed this the nite b4, while cracking my head on alamak-its-thursday-so-must-wear-batik thingy)

walid : emmm, nak tukar seme2? baju raya aritu pon walid rasa mommy baru pkai 2,3 times je last yr... (he wz grinning..x knw which part that really amused him!?!)

mommy : not really..but most of them (errr..ruginye tak ckp seme2 nak baru, including the cabinet?! bijak sungguh!)

walid : we'll see abt that, in the mean time, why don't u put away all the baju that 'u hate' to see? bile kosong skit, its easier for us to go on a mission on finding new baju kurung ? (alamak, why must he say all the baju that i hate to see?! nw, the guilt is really on my side!?! :( )

mommy : but walid, on the 2nd tot, i x think its a gud idea..(plz imagine the puss in boots from shrek..)

walid: r u sure?!?

mommy : hummmm..

Friday Jan 1, 2009

when everyone is wishing u happy new year, u're supposed to be happy to embrace the coming of beginning of new year and wt all the gud wishes, u're ready to take up all the challenges that may come in ur way in conquering the world but that didnt happen to the three of us that day instead, i spent the eve of the last day of 2008 in tears

15 nov 08

my gp confirmed me that i was preggy, 5 wks actually we were so jubilant that umar will finally get his lil bro/sis

31 dec 08

i had a terrible tummy pain, followed by some blood and i didnt feel gud abt it yet, i kept it quiet prayin' that 2morrow it'll be ok

1 jan 09

the same gp finally broke the news to us, i was at the verge of threaten abortion n the scan ws done twice since he wanted to be sure abt it.. finally, he referred us the the specialist, Dr Chandra i wz already in tears in the car when he suddenly said to " kita redha atas segala yg berlaku, mungkin bukan rezeki kita" his voice was shaky, but i knew that he wanted to be strong for us.. when we arrived at the clinic, Dr Chandra was away, n the nurses told us to come again after 2pm, he took me for lunch, knowin' that i needed sometimes to clear my mind, and we didnt talk abt the baby that we may lost, instead we talked abt buyin' new laser printer for my office, paintin' the office walls in pastel blue

we arrived back at the clinic around 2.30pm, and we were straight called to see him. Dr Chandra was a very good O&G, in fact he distracted my mind by talking abt food (he knew my condition of havin HBP at a very tender age) when he scanned my tummy, he looked straight into my eyes, and asked me to be patient, even from the look from his eyes i already knew the answer n i quickly searched for my hubby's face asking for re-assurance that the answer that Dr Chandra will give be all lies that " ur baby has died, & we've got to take it out ASAP" & "ur baby is so small, in fact its development is so slow that if we were to compare wt a normal 3 mnth fetus, urs more likely that it was only few weeks" Ya Allah, berat sungguh ujian yg Kau berikan! we discussed abt for abt 1/2 hr, wt him tellin me that it is not ur fault that this thing happened, its a natural way for the body to eliminate things n he set up the appt for me, the next morning at 8 am telling me again to have a gud nite sleep and to fast for at least 8 hrs

back at home, i was totally in tears everytime i look at umar, i just cant stop crying that nite, we talked from heart to heart but the only thing that gave me strength when he said " anak dunia kita dah ada, anak akhirat pun kita dah ada nnt di akhirat, adik (the pet name that we gave to our late baby) akan tunggu kita, & insyaAllah, adik akan tarik kita ke syurga" I cried, n cried till i couldnt cry anymore that nite, he wrapped me in his arms, petting & kissing my head til i felt asleep...

part of me has gone for gud

2 jan, 09

it was friday and people always say that those who die on friday, will straight go to heaven probably same goes to adik (insyaAllah) the process was not that long , the agony of waiting, the tots that part of me has gone...

it was supposed to be a 5-mins process, but mine was a bit long since it was stucked & in pieces once it was over, Dr Chandra showed me the piece that got stucked & it was covered wt flesh n probably my eyes were playing tricks on me, i saw a whittish baby bone covered wt flesh

there u go..my story for 2009 as for now, i am resting at home wt alice by my side while my hubby will start going to office this monday, tryin' to explain things to our beloved colleagues (since i dare not do so) thank u to those who called (angah & nurzea) and thank u also for sharing some experiences, all the word of strength...

when the rozmans went for a vacation-part 1

how many days before 2008 becomes 2009? hehe..x sabar sungguh nak masuk new yr, coz i still have another 15 days of annual leave surprised? tell me 'bt that..tot of using & spending it this yr, but come to think of it..neay...better keep it for some othr good reasons..(p/s: angah..if u were to read this entry, u knw what i mean!) as most of u guys knw, we went for a long, really, really long holiday this time with going back to shah alam, & spent a nite there (with some shopping kat JJ bukit raja..hehe & met yayang-the ever dearest niece) & the next day sped off to Cameron highlands ( read my confession: I'VE NEVER BEEN TO THAT PLACE thru'out my life!!) felt in love with the strawberry tea & scone ( we were really mat-sallehs wanna be!) the next day went thru a long-but-interested-yet-adventurous journey back to kelantan ...ODW back to our nest, we stopped at Ipoh and spent a nite at Syuen Hotel & the lil' one had a tremendously good time with his long-lost bro @ iskandar aiman this didn't stop here, we made another quick stop at Alor Gajah to pay his uncle a visit, had dinner there and finally the purple machine drove us back to jementah..phuuiihhh! this is not the best part, the best part is..both mommy & lil' one were down with flu & slight fever, leaving all the bags, dirty laundry with him! Ya Allah, kesian sungguh..kami trus tido bila sampai umah at around 11 pm, & i had no idea what time the big boy slept! i only felt ok a bit yesterday (we went back on friday nite) so today, went back to the office (hanya utk chck mails & brought back all the office work hehe) balik umah utk lipat baju yg mmg dah setambun & sampai dah tak nampak hubby sendri! as i am posting this entry, my two boys r sound asleep, especially the lil' one cz dia x tido ptg td ( starting today, we got him a new babysitter, the recent one had to care for her teribbly sick FIL) my big boy? lost in his endless dreams of his V500 (Vulcan 500) for this entry, lemme cherish u wt pix frm Cameron Highlands

kat Cameron ni bleh peluk2, sbb sejuk giler..! but the place d*#@ lovely! i just luz the air & the night market..
the ever-so-famous choco strawberry (its nothing, actually, & i wonder why that-you-knw-who celeb is so over the hills wt this b4 she got married..emmm)