The Beautiful Things Are Love..& You

it's been a long time

since i forgot how to be loved

how does it feel to have somebody who cares for me

lovin' a special person never been easy

it's just a 4-letters' word, yet it takes years to say it

but it takes just a second to feel it

simple yet deep thought

some people are so afraid to speak it out

but some are too excited

love could take you nowhere

but it also shapes you into what you are today

and it just so hard to break the rule

to be in love is to be able to undergo extreme circumstances

it will show who you really are

red roses is the symbol of love

is it because red flashes fire?

that one has when they are in luv?

what about blue?

blue as ocean, calm, serenity, isolation

are what it takes to be in love

my dear love,

i am so in luve with you

for how long, until when...i don't knw

all i know is that i want ot be in love forever with you

a man who has taken away my dull heart

and drew rainbow into my life

no matter what it takes

the rainbow will always be there

and no one will ever replace that rainbow

'coz it's so special to me

i will always love you...forever!

i read this to him during our dating moments, & he wz so surprised to hear this & he said that he never tot that i could write such a wonderful poem & he felt really appreciated , so in luv wt me & why am i publishin this on my blog? sbb...sob!sob! he x gettin better today :( i called home, & asked & he said that his joints are gettin aching, the red spots are visible on his face & back...& his voice...wa!wa!makin teruk! i got class till 4pm, wt my bel 422 (report writing) & really x leave early sbb they've to send the reports 2gther wt the articles + last consultation b4 their presentation next wk! patheticnye! + my tesl class tis wk nak tgk a short televonella on virgina woolf..lil' monster ? mlm td he vomiited on the x-so-newly-changed bedsheet! nasib baik x kena, only the quills, but still i had to do laundry last nite!

i think tis is one of "those" moments that test my ability + endurance + patience as a wife, mommy and working lady..so far, doin ok, eventhough our "nest" is up side down

& how i wish for miracles to really strike me..:)

our beautiful moment kat chukai, t'ganu last aug 08..