emo yg sdng roller coaster ni!!!

hahaha.....
aphal plak aku ber-emo yg beria2 ni? adakah sbb lusa anni aku dgn dia? atau its my "time" every month?
tp, yg pastinya, belek2 pen drive yg putih ni, jumpa tajuk "the use of slang among UiTM students"
wa!!!!! ini sudah baek..
belek2 lg, ghupa2nya dah siap sampai Lit Review...
hoooohoooohoooo....
BESH giler.....nampak gaya, bleh ke S%$@*D PTK next yr...
pastu, aku bleh join org2 yg giler naik pangkat tp kelas x penah pegi, students complain sini-sana & yg pastinya...naik pangkat je, cik abg aku sorang ni dah pesan awal2...."dpt je dm@* nnt, dok diam2, pkai baju cantik, abg tambah collection branded handbags & yg paling penting..kaye2 tau"
huhuhu...cayalah ust rock!!!

Judge @ Judgemental

What is "judge" to you?

A person to be dreaded of, an evil who doesn't knw rights & wrongs?

Are we fit enuf to judge others..or do we just play it all along just to fit into the society?

Do we judge ppl frm they way they talk, dress, eyes, pronunciation...

its already difficult to get into society nowadays, ite even difficult to stay awake and not being drifted away and away further frm who u are..but sometimes, u just hafta do it coz most of ur so-called "friends" or "buddies" are just some elitists that think so high of themselves

for example...

u've worked so hard just to be where u are now would u look down just for a moment and think abt those unfortunates? have u ever wondered how they juggle wt lives, careers and family? whats more if those unfortunates are not so lucky in a sense that they r not highly educated, not so beautiful or even worse disabled? would u turn around and help them? do they have enuf to eat tonite? are their homes gonna be ok thru'out this stormy nite?

would u become an opportunist by preying at them and suddenly leap onto any gold chances that come across u? why would ppl, esp those who have good careers & $ just lurve to do that...

whats more, if those ppl are pretentious jerks yg berpura2 religious but at the same time condemning others by saying "those who'll be accepted to heaven would be those who rush, or even run to perform prayers at masjid"

bukan itu riak and takbur ke?

Itu yg Nabi larang, tp itu juga org sekarang suka buat...menjadi hakim on Allah's behalf...

I'v taken vows NOT to be judgemental towards others, let alone judgin whats rite or even whats wrong for anyone that I knw or mybe don't knw

mmg betul, dulu aku bukan begini..dulu aku seorang secularist, menganggap semuanya penting, sama level bg buruk atau baik tp itu sebelum aku mengenal & mencintai ISLAM & MUHAMMAD 5 tahun yg lalu aku bukan begini, aku begitu...

I finally learnt when & how to say NO

It's difficult to say NO, esp when someone who is kinda dear to you ask u to help him/her. Since I've started working, it had been pretty hard for me to displease anyone@ colleague, I guess during that time I was a on contract-basis (ppl say that when u're still on contract-basis, its better if u just follow what ur so-called superiors asked u to do)..well then..I followed that advice for 4 years..2005 marked my social adjustment when my priority has been adjusted to mr hubby and everybody knows that whatever it is, he comes first in my list..be it nite classes, club xtivities or even a simple get-together with my lady friends...he used to complaint that I spent too much time doin' office stuffs (I used to bring back students' work, quizzes..) I went for my Induction Course in 2008, leaving him and our then lil' monster when he has just reached 1 yo..late 2009 I began to think straight and finally I came to my senses....I've have said NO to many things..

"dd, I need u to draft module for this......" - I answered OK
"could u replace ----- for tis event..couldn't make it" - I responded SURE, WHY NOT
"I have decided that u should do this..cz....." - I said MY PLEASURE
"i knw that ur appt for tis post ends tis dec...but i couldn't find any1 else than u..so, could u pls stay for 1 more term?" - I replied AS U WISH..

so...I confidently rejected an offer to b 1 one of CM for 1 of the most important posts in the uni....my reason...

I need to focus on 1 of my goals..2012....2 more yrs to go....

simple as that....

calendar

saya suka calendar 2010...(UiTM punye lah..)


I wouldn't miss any meetings anymore, Tuan TPHEA...sbb kecomelan notebok ini sungguh syahdu...black is for elegance..not that Black @ Mas Idayu so-called apprentice..yeee yaks...

sbb ade ni....

aren't they cute? dulu2, b4 lil monster was born..this pix would resemble me & the big guy..the smaller tiger tu of course the wife.. the bigger tiger tu must be the male cz it has to look sturdy & strong...and of course, and real tough guy...

now..its just me & the lil guy...notice the heading...INTERGRITI...

2010

this year...
the lil' one turns 3
mommy turns 30 + 3
walid turns 40 + 3 + 1
Alice turns 8 - 5

no 3...
hummmm
nice number...
well, so far there's only 3 + 1 in the Rozmans clan...

its here..at last

akhirnya..

baru td an email was forwarded to us from TPHEA, saying that our semester break has been pushed forward to..NEXT WEEK!!! instead of having it together wt our raya break

+ ve & -ve...

the good part is, yeah we are taking precautionary steps in our efforts to fight the H1N1 thingy

d other side of the story...alamak, momentum nak ngajor dah peak dah...pastu kena cuti plak..emm dont know whether the I could stil mumbling in the classes like this after the so-called semester break

plus..(the worst part, since we're goin back to kelantan for tis year celebration)...they cut short our raya holidays!!! instead of 10 days off, now RUMOURS say that we're given only 2 DAYS for our raya break..

case closed...

of.... Louis Vuitton,Guy Laroche, Braun Buffel, Channel,Coach

was i somewhere in Alice in Wonderland last nite? or was my brain making funny of my "wants" of things? if these are realities, I wish it stays...DON'T GO!!! (not yet)

my othr half threw me these questions last nite masa dating kat Up Town (thats what these kiddos call this place, don't ask me WHY..) beside Upwell, Segamat

mr rozman : babe, girls nowadays prefer what brand bile beli handbags?
mrs rozman : sorry..(buat2 x dengo..)
mr rozman : klu beli handbag, jenama ape yg org pompuan suka?
mrs rozman : (tryin to sound naive...) depends on our needs (again, tryin to sound NEUTRAL!!)
mr rozman : klu ayang, jenama apa yg ayang suka?
mrs rozman : (thats it..he's buyin me new handy..yeah!yeah! buleh buat raya..) personally, byk sgt
mr rozman : i bought u Guy Laroche few months ago kan...pastu last Jun u bought Liz Clairborne on ur own..
mrs rozman: (quick thinkin'... ni question mau trap saya ka? ) u knw wat..i've been eyeing this ----- & ------ bags, pastu surfed dlm net, butik ade kat klcc..tot of asking kakak (alamak, bocor rahsia aunty DD!!) pegi klcc end of d year..

knw what was his reply...

mr rozman : (grinnin'..sambil puffin' away his cigar) we'll see how la..( read as : if u behave nice, u cook me gud food..)

mrs rozman : (tryin to act cool) ok....

aduhai..somiku sudah pandai tgk branded handbags for ladies like tis ar..i cannot tipu2 him when it comes to purchasing another GL !!!

Thus, i rest my case..*wink*

Ms DD, ada marks for this presentation?

nak kata b#@^%ng, kecik ati plak..nak marah, seme dah besar.. ish..ish...kids nowadays

actually, I was kinds pissed off (sgt2) yesterday morning, after my BEL 311 (part 3) class we have started assessing students based on their participation in class, assignments & attendance (which is good, sbb they really have to do all those stuffs, otherwise, final grades dive down into the drain lah jawabnye) they were assigned (pairs) to do I-net research (so the itsy bitsy research) abt food & culture all over the world, and yesterday was the presentation day some groups really worked hard, by providing facts, mind-mapping 1 group even did impromptu sketch ( they uncovered facts & culture abt cakes)

in the middle of the presentation , a girl asked me

girl : Ms, do we get marks for today's presentation? ( with a very s@#^*d look on her face)

guess..what was my answer...

Ms DD : well, if u wish x to do the presentation, I'm afraid that I'm not in the position in awarding u the marks for this presentation

girl : ohh..ok Ms..just asking (!?!?)

peeps, if u happen to be one of my students reading tis entry, when I say PRESENTATION, it means MARKS for ur participation in the class so, please do as I told yer..

nway, njoy these picts (among the most outstanding presentations)

Shumbadak goreng

hehehe...

its actually Cempedak Goreng, the above is my othr half's version of saying CEMPEDAK he said, its how the Arabs say it

anyway, the othr half bought cempedak frm pasar mlm somehwere on the way to Segamat yesterday & its 1 of his favs..shumbadak goreng

How I wish that I have miracle fingers to scoop flour frm the plastic coz everytime I try to have d rite cocktail, I fail to do so! its either too hard or too soft never the rite mixture!

so, in my effort not to waste any mixture, I mixed flour, corn flour, rice flour, pinch of salt & air kapur in a big bowl and just dipped few pieces of raw shumbadak!! hahaah

the first trial came out=a bit soft, thus resulted as an oily shumbadak goreng

2nd trial=PERFECT!!!

hahaha

my othr half claimed..the best shumbadak goreng he ever tasted!! kelakau hingga ke tekak!!!

Thus, I am smiling till tis moment!!!

A colleague of mine

yup..tis entry is about tis colleague of mine how many colleague do i have? many, (that includes the othr half) another question, out of "that many", how many of them are ur besties? answer, not many! ok...out of "not that many", could it be 5 - 8 besties undr 1 roof? ...the answer is..my othr half is my only BESTIE in the office!!! hahah yup, i dont share little, dirty secrets with colleagues, not even rumours (huh?) yup, even b4 i got married, i hav never had bestie undr 1 roof do label me as narcissist, but thats just me i dont trust peeps that easily so when i became mrs rozman, i became his bestie and he became mine..its so simple

anyway, "this colleague of mine" has been teaching for quite sometime (tis is my 9th year here, so plz imagine how long has that person been here!!) in a way, that person is a senior lecturer here & we used to be "able" to say hi, gossiping (that person is darn gud gossiper! though i dont listen to the gossips, but when peeps talk, u just hafta listen)

anyway, few weeks ago i missed 1 of the programmes organized by the dept (i couldnt find ANYONE to babysit the lil' monster) i did reason out with that person since that person is in the committee i was hoping that she could (at least) try to understand my situation ( i just x understand that that person was so mad, but that person is not d boss!)

few weeks later...

today....

i met that person tis morning, & to my surprise...u knw what...that person ignored me!! i was standing rite in front, & that person ignored me!! huh! can u imagine that..i felt sad at first, but the more i dwell on tis matter, i feel relieved actually!! hhehehe tis means that i x hav to listen to rumours/gossips that that person has all the time, i x hav to pretend to be nice in front of that person, best of all, that person is x even my bestie (READ AS..i can desert that person at any time!!)

nway, i'v heard stories abt that person, & nw i knw that those stories r true i've got nothing to lose!! in fact, that person should be sorry, since i'v decided to walk away frm the clan..

hahaah

Flyin' low..

all of the sudden, I feel like flyin' low , so low that I could feel the earth vibrates so low that I could hear insects and birds singin' on top of their lungs so low that I almost stumble upon the unwanted people and crisis and issues that I never want to encounter, especially after a series of wonderful makan2 in Penang

In other words, yes...I am DEMOTIVATED today so demotivated that I fail to smile for the boys at home since this morning, I've been searchin' for answers as to why am I so demotivated and I think I finally found the answer....I left my lil' monster for three days and now I must suffer the consequences !!!

hahaha

at times, people are allowed to cry, to feel like banging things to the wall, to scrream as much & as loud as they want (or can?) or better still, to scold & yell to those who cause this..but in case, I don't want to blame people, let alone things I take the blame solely on my shoulders as I knw that everyone of us should be able to carry the faults & wrongdoings and I am thankful that thru out this process, I still can think of Him and pray that this mundane feelings will soon be gone once I got back home coz I can't bear the fact to see the lil' monster to play & run alone (can't miss all the fun!!) as I look back now (my watch shows that I have another 15 mins left b4 5pm), I guess one of the thinniest demotivating factors is when I have people walking in my office, promoting something and later forcing me to join her downline (MLM) the truth is, I detest the idea of this kind of business since I have to be on the move in order to keep my points (PV) above the line & if I don't, the big people (the top people) will take the PV, leaving me with nothing and when that happens, I call that as "too much" and in fact, this is against the business ethics in Islam (pardon me for my ignorant, but this is what told my the other half of me just now)

So...I found my answer...

I just can't deal with people who do business and at the same time forcing me to join her downline..

GET OUT!!!!!

No Wonder... @RM65,000

hemmmm...

no wonder...I've been wondering this for sometime now, is it me who is getting poorer or people are getting richer ? I mean, yeah I could be poorer since there are bills to pay, nappy to get, cow products to get for the lil' one plus I don't entertain such ideas of doin' business just to get some millionaire side income..( what else could u possibly want..? good job, good life & good pay here..) I knw 1 person here, he has been on this business for quite sometime & now he is enjoying every bit of his tough effort by driving a posh car ..but, its his choice as 4 me, I am soooo comfortable wt his 2004 Gen 2 and my 1995 Big Foot @ Big Momma

tp, lately, I see lotta Hondas & Vioses at the campus, and all of them are young drivers plus I saw 1 Swift..cantik woooo

then, I think to myself, am I getting less every month..nope..but then, how on earth do they afford to buy such cars??

the answer is ....

NO..I AM not getting less every month..instead, the govt car loan has been increased from RM55,000 to RM65,000 now...

.......patutlah.......

my lil' one...

today..
a month from today...
two years ago....
in 2007...
10 hrs...
37 mins...
from now...
a month from now...
in 2007...

this premmy lil' guy was born...

my ever-precious love...

p/s : sob..sob tetiba melancholic plak..

wa..wa....

kalut...

muka budak yg x penah tgk traffic jam!!! hahaha!

this is one of the thousand reasons why I just "hate" of stayin' in big cities..& I must say that I really, salute & look high on people who can drive their cars patiently while listening to musics, and when their phones ring, they could easily answer & have a good laugh..klu aku, sure naya kereta kat depan..!

all of these pix were snapped masa ODW nak balik SA, last Friday...nasib baik lil' monster had a good nap, klu tak, dgn aku skali ngamuk dlm keter..hehehetak psal2 abg aji kena bwk gi shopping lagi sekali..wink!!!

traffic jam yang so unavoidable di Batu 3, SA

just to let u guys knw, we don't have this in Segamat or Jementah...

muka 2 beranak yg mmg suka posing all the time, though its a traffic jam all the way to SA!!

sometimes I wonder how KL-rians drive...

ini kelisa blum jumpa BIG MOMMA, coz once she sees Biggie, sure kalut lari punye!!!

muka driver yg tgh control "suka" sbb got stuck in the traffic jam..hehe...well babe, once in a while ....

after the...

we had such a jolly time at my hometown, JB since we decided to take a 3-days off and that meant that we actually took a 1-week off! best giler..since this is the longest balik kampung trip after we got married in 2005 I must admit that it an awesome idea to be able to go back and be with ur loved ones 4 the whole of 1-week, but to be able to go back was a tedious task, with the two of had class 'til 2 pm on that sunday..with the new babysitter and her 'out-of-her-mind' request (my head was like spitting out when I think abt this, looks like I would have to send lil' guy to the campus nursery soon..very2 soon!) nway, I won't be writin' abt her this time (menyakitkan hati...), but I'm gonna write & mumble abt my new...
1) handbag & purse

tho' these were not bought oversea, but who cares ...as long as he's gonna be d1 to pay !!

my latest purse with a string, and the best part is, I don't have to carry a card holder anymore ...but it would mean that this purse gonna be so bulky...!

the brand that I am crazy..and I'm pretty sure that this comes frm Paris!

it's a bit different from other bags, since it has a zig-zag string..plus it's in a form of square (but it doesn't mean that I have to square too!!!)

we bought these at The Zon, JB on my request, since I have been buggin' him wt 'all my bags dah worn out, malu lah..' thing..heheh jahat sungguh saya ini..I was expecting bigger and more fantabulous brands down there..but what was I thinking..the truth is, I just hate the idea of driving up to Sogo, KLCC or even Mid Valley just to get a handbag, so I told him, whatever catches my eyes there, we just buy...so, I spotted few bags yg agak ok..while he sat down at one corner..I told him..this is strictly lady's affair, once I found what am I looking for, I'm gonna call you..' hehe bestnye jamu mata I got help from the saleslady in choosing the so-called nice bag with a feminine touch..the affair took around 45 mins..the best part was when he was at the counter, tetiba je that lady whispered to us HAPPY WEDDING !!! duh! mesti dia ingat aku shopping nak buat hantaran..kah!kah! mcm nak mati aku gelak pastu, tp ok gak sbb that reminds me I still look young!!!!

2) new walking shoes

I must admit that I am a so in lurve wt walking shoes aka snikers nowadays..so, he got me this @ reebok

It does look nice on my feet, tho' it was designed for men..

mcm kedai kasut plak..actually the day we went to JJ Tmn Uni, JB Al Ikhsan Storewas having a mad sale @ clearance sale up to 70%, so we grabbed lil' guy's shoes..giler dari harga RM 109, went down to RM39 je.

those two pairs in the middle were bought at Al Ikhsan Store, while the most left & right were bought at Jusco, Tmn Uni, JB

3) new camera

Canon EOS 450D..our new baby..

well..he promised me that he would try his best shot to capture the very best pix of the 3 of us..!
It does look heavy..but once u're used to it...its like normal camera

check out my profile pix in FB, the shot was taken by me ( an amateur!!!)

and lastly..its every woman's wish to have this.. (well, not all..especially mom..coz she doesn't get the idea of why am I so head over hills wt this..

4) tie of love

he got me this after 4 yrs of bein' mrs rozman..!! knowin' that I hate the idea of wearin' a steroetype yellowish jewellery, so he got me a white gold, with a Japan black pearl...muah!muah! adek waso kaseh kat abe..sokmo!!!

still got lotta other stuffs that we bought in JB..but gonna save it for the next entry..so for now, allow me to have the nicest dream with these stuffs...

:) :) :)

Mangkuk Tingkat Day

With the power bestowed (sapa le plak yg bg power kat aku ni!?) to me, I now declare today is the "mangkuk tingkat" Day! yeah!

haha..yg sebenarnye..the other half of me has a 6-hr class, from 8-4pm every Wednesday and knowing that he despises the fact that we drive our for lunch, he suggested (or wz it me who voluteered?! xpe, dpt pahala beb..kan one of the resolutions for 2009 is TO GAIN AS MANY PAHALA AS I CAN!! hahaha) that i bring lunch from home... what a brilliant idea! (i told myself!)

betulle..we could save many things by doing tis..of course the $, the time, the effort and mostly the tot of rushing back to the office as early as possible sbb nak berebut parking space!! hahah betul..u see, the campus students are now dare to park their cars wherever they wish , even at the spaces that are not designed for them! duh! geram?! not really, sbb its not my job to watch where they park their cars, as long as I get my exact space everyday (ni kes giler parking...)

so, to start off...i packed 3 dishes (all were cooked late last nite..) , only the rice was cooked tis morning..someone asked me last yr (this routine started last yr) " ade masa ke nak msk seme2 lauk?"

my answer was : la..bangunle awal skit, sholat, pastu masak le (masa ni mmg buat muka bangga giler!!)

that person asked again : untungnye ust, dpt istri yg rajin

my answer was : sendiri mau ingat le (tp dlm hati kecik ku ini saje!!)

the first tier contains the vege (kangkung), second tier for sambal sotong kering and the last tier for the rice ( sorry, i could x show the interior, for they have been "emptied"!)

our last piece of limau mandarin (mmg sedap giler, its finger lickin' gud!)

lastly, a cuppa of nescafe for digestion (theory ni saya buat sendiri, sbbnye tak mau terlelap dlm kelas!!)

finally, a satisfied curry goddness!!!

The Story of Mommy's Wardrobe

I complained to him abt my wardrobe yesterday morning, while we were havin' brkfast

mommy : walid, mommy rasa nak tukar wardrobe lah, mommy dah boring sgt2 ni asyik the same baju kurung for the whole of last yr ( i suddenly noticed this the nite b4, while cracking my head on alamak-its-thursday-so-must-wear-batik thingy)

walid : emmm, nak tukar seme2? baju raya aritu pon walid rasa mommy baru pkai 2,3 times je last yr... (he wz grinning..x knw which part that really amused him!?!)

mommy : not really..but most of them (errr..ruginye tak ckp seme2 nak baru, including the cabinet?! bijak sungguh!)

walid : we'll see abt that, in the mean time, why don't u put away all the baju that 'u hate' to see? bile kosong skit, its easier for us to go on a mission on finding new baju kurung ? (alamak, why must he say all the baju that i hate to see?! nw, the guilt is really on my side!?! :( )

mommy : but walid, on the 2nd tot, i x think its a gud idea..(plz imagine the puss in boots from shrek..)

walid: r u sure?!?

mommy : hummmm..